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some of these people won’t understand but it’s for me to know. these are personal and I’m afraid to share, but um life is about being uncomfortable and doing the scary shit. working on my inner child. growth.
writing thread
writing thread
healing
the chasm I fell into
tainted energy
Synastry
Fuck
Different stroke for different folks
set your own boundaries
:-)
not today
growth
BUT YOU DONT (lol)
Emotional insecurity
vulnerability
soulmate
the fight of my life
anxiety
see where it goes
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how I feel
the sun
and the moon
and the moon
triggers
I wrote this 10 minutes ago about the soul connection I met two weeks ago that I had to let go
of today. everything isn’t meant to last and hold onto forever. nothing bad happened to warrant an ending but I had to end it. the final lesson for me is always letting go.
of today. everything isn’t meant to last and hold onto forever. nothing bad happened to warrant an ending but I had to end it. the final lesson for me is always letting go.
let’s just see where it goes
My heart never listens
daddy issues
Allow yourself to heal
What have I learned this year?
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Looking back
Fly a kite
Feels
free
learning to swim again
143 i love love love you
demons come to light
Peace within
gaslighting myself ~ ok we’re getting deeper into my journal thoughts ~
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let me write out what’s on my mind so i don’t text you the bullshit i really feel on the inside
self sabotaging, abandonment anxiety, in my mind
neptune in the 3rd house type shit
mindfulness
letting go
emotionally unavailable
a prayer
thank
is everything okay
steps
time
it’s okay
full moon release
rising
what am i
at my root
one day..
bounced back
i let go but what’s next
realizing i am back to myself, comfortable being alone, and practicing self love but letting go of what used to be, of attachments , etc.. is not the same as forgiving. that’s after letting go.
the key to my forgiveness
i no longer feel the pain of loneliness, but i sometimes long for connection. usually i shrug my shoulders and say okay, another day of solitude and i am okay with that. i used to not be
back to square one
i wish you knew
remember they are here and you are worthy of love. you deserve love. no need to second guess that. - abandonment issues
ok i say maybe this one won’t but in my mind they will. that’s what i’m fighting because i’m just expecting it.
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i like her
i like you so much
u deserve
you make my heart dance and sing.
let my fingers trace you
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i wish i could take away your pain babygirl
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may we melt together
it’s a soulmate thing
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i’ve come this far through self analysis because the blogs just don’t work for me. now its time to explore, heal and find the key to releasing anger.
