its gonna break my heart to do this and i will probably lose mutuals but i feel like this needs to be said. here's how world war joy los angeles really went down.

first i would like to be clear i am not at all trying to start any drama but more of spread awareness about what happened so no one else ends up have such a shit day like mine

it all started in august 2019 when i got a curious cat on my old account telling me to go to the los angeles wwj show

i was up for it but i knew i wouldnt be able to because i needed a ride and a place to stay, which would soon be granted to me. or so i thought.

i got a dm from my friend allie at the time saying this:

i was a bit skeptical because i didnt feel we were on that level of friendship yet but i was naive and happy to possibly be seeing my favorite band twice this tour so we started to plan it all out

the plan was for allie to drive me from san diego to the forum where we would all go together and afterwards i was to stay at her place and the next day she would ride the train back with me to san diego

the plans ended up changing a little because her car broke down and her parents didnt want someone they didnt know staying at their house which i totally understood so we decided that i was to take the train from san diego to irvine and she would pick me up at the train station +

+ and then we would get an airbnb. reminder that i am a 17 year old minor who cannot legally get a hotel or airbnb myself so she told me she would stay there with me

everything was going fine, i had my ticket to the show, bought my train tickets to and from irvine and was so excited for my first taste of independence... until everything went south

the morning of the los angeles show was where everything went wrong. i had just gotten to irvine and was waiting for allie to pick me up and then i got this text from her

i immediately started bawling and had a panic attack right in the middle of the waiting area of the train station. i had to take a lyft from irvine all the way to inglewood where the arena is and it would cost me around $70 which is money i didnt really have

then i get this text and start sobbing even harder. i was so scared. i already had my train ticket that left wednesday morning and i didnt even know if i had a place to stay the night after the show

i was basically in the dark about everything. my worse nightmare had come true. we had even talked about something like this happening and how she would never do it and would feel so guilty

once i got to the venue, i was completely ignored by her. she wouldnt answer my texts, she walked right past me multiple time and didnt even stop to say hi or apologize, she was even right in front of me when we got our places in pit

i was all alone in a city i had never been to before and was unfamiliar with. i couldnt stop crying and shaking, it was one of the worst panic attacks ive ever had. i was basically stranded in los angeles with nowhere to stay.

it hurts my heart having to say all of this because i truly considered allie as a close friend of mine but real friends would never do this to you. i am completely heartbroken and appalled at this whole situation and i just cant believe i had to go through something like this

i know i will get some hate from allie's friends for this thread but i needed to tell my side of this tragic story so everyone out there knows what she did to me and can decide for themselves if this is a person they want in their life. i know i dont. +

+ i've unfollowed her on every social media i had her on and do not plan on talking her to/forgiving her for something like this. what she did was unforgivable and completely disgusting, but i know some people will still try and justify her actions but its okay.

at least now ypu know my side of the story.

a little update on this: i've spoke to allie, she has apologized and gave me the $70 for the uber ride i had to take so thats all good but i wanna be clear i did not forgive her for what she did and we are not friends anymore. i do however feel pretty bad for everything +

+ blowing up like this but i cant say she didnt deserve it.