also just.... deeply enjoying the art. cool concept. cool art. music so far has done its job (havent heard nearly enough of the ost to judge) so i& #39;m really hopin it executes its concepts well
on a side note the rules to this elimination game are fucking dense and i feel like i should be taking notes
here& #39;s a god damn snippet of the elimination game rules. what the shit i& #39;m too stupid for this.
man would really threaten to kill a newborn to get the info he needs to save his own life. ruthless. but thats how these elimination games go, huh
honestly the sheer brutality of the lengths ppl will go to put this above other elimination games tbh. a willingness to kill other participants ("its them or me") is on a whole different level than "i will take out ANYONE to save my own skin"
cant believe ppl criticized this for "protag going about her life as normal when shes in an elimination game" when she literally states on multiple occasions that maintaining a sense of normalcy in her life is the only thing keeping her together. the lack of reading comprehension
rinka: "bro we are (not) coping"
young kids accepting that they& #39;re going to die no matter what? that shit HURTS
the whole cast is shocked someone other than odette & alan elected someone. but also i am Suffering after this whole arc
only just finished week 4 out of 12. (and idk about the routes in this, like how many there are or w/e) it only gets rougher, huh?
honestly just been sitting here for the past half hour with my headphones off but unable to rly keep reading OR close out of it
ITS BEEN FOUR MONTHS???
"well how might i cope with all of this, you ask? i simply ignore all of my problems until i no longer can"
(STRONGLY RELATE)
sometimes i get so deeply invested in the main plot and existential crises in the story that i get emotionally sucker punched by these lesbians simply bein....kinda cute with each other despite everything theyre dealing with
ENTIRELY forgot about rinka and miharu being the balck sheep of their class (for entirely opposite reasons: rinka looks like a punk ass kid who dyed her hair, and miharu is a super smart scholarship kid) theres so much going on i really forgot
where do they draw the line tho? if you asks me who iunn this image dyes their hair, i& #39;d guess uhhhhh everyone?? is pink hair natural in the f12 universe? is rinka& #39;s natural blonde bits REALLY that weird, comparatively?? i have many questions
is it not TRULY her hair but instead the look she& #39;s said to carry in her eyes? which manage to strike fear into a man who literally once threatened a room full of babies? is claiming its her hair just a cover for the REAL truth?
[X FILES THEME PLAYS]
love this incredibly tense scene of what i& #39;m ASSUMING(??) is a bombing over....cheery school festival balloons
bro i& #39;m crying
i am emotionally devastated on every humanly possible level (theres so much emotion packed into this cg tho and i respect that)
SEEING HER PIRATE SHARK GRIN WHILE SHE& #39;S SITTING WITH THE FRILLY MUG IS SENDING ME GOODBYE
rinka& #39;s learning how to use a gun i have no words djkhgkslhls
man, she really gave this kid the kindest parting gift she could, telling him his life had value, regardless of if he had thrown it away, i-
when you& #39;re about to the the girl you& #39;re in love with who& #39;s pledged her life to you that you wont let her die either and your cat kills the whole fuckin mood dsjkhgakalsghjlsfd
incredibly heterosexual thoughts there, rinka. thinking about her in a, how did you say it before? "friendly way"
i am going to enjoy every second of these happy moments bc i KNOW this vn is always 2 lines of text from making me cry. really keeps me on the edge of my suffering seat
i love everything about this scene. rinka not being able to contain herself seeing she reversed fate and saved her friend who& #39;s death she blamed herself for. knowing she looks like she& #39;s lost it. miharu, just there, being like "fine i wont get jealous" this is fucking ART
rinka making damn sure to tell naomi about the fact that she used a gun while filling her in on her death CEMENTS my thoughts that we were ROBBED of a good cg of rinka with a gun
i have my ...suspicions about miharu& #39;s cause of death from what little details on her personal life i& #39;ve seen. but god it is heartbreaking to see rinka developing her will to live while miharu is still so so willing to throw her life away
Throw her second chance at life away? Redo her death? I& #39;m not even sure what the wording should be here since everyone is technically already dead.
callout post for the goddess holding my friends& #39; lives hostage: predictable ass aesthetics
this kid is gonna need so much therapy (in which she cant even talk about what happened) if she makes it through this
my suspicions on miharu& #39;s cause of death were absolutely just confirmed ouch
y& #39;know i have to admit i was apprehensive of odette at first due to her design and certain fiction stereotypes that come along with that but she& #39;s so well written and theres constantly more fantastic details springing up from under that surface i cant help but love her
SHE& #39;S BI?
MIHARU?? CALM DOWN GIRL
odette, knowing shes gonna get eliminated soon: "i want to fight the only motherfucker who can hold a candle to me in hand to hand combat before i go out and YOURE gonna watch"
GIVE RINKA (ANOTHER) GUN 2020
i cant STAND him but i kinda feel for him. good writing? idk but i& #39;m sad
had a THOUGHT but am keeping it in my own brain
please i just want them to be okay.....
i dont use guides my first run off branching path vans so...... (sips whisky) here goes nothing
RINKA YOU& #39;RE SO FUCKING STUPID
i am going to physically manifest asshole goddess parca in reality and beat her to d34th with my own two hands if they dont get a happy ending
rinka, on the 287th time miharu confesses to her: "wow ok shes really in love with me for real"
rinka is the definition of stupid lesbian and i can support that as a fellow idiot who has been in a similar spot
rinka is the definition of stupid lesbian and i can support that as a fellow idiot who has been in a similar spot
rinka: "idk if i& #39;m in love"
also rinka after miharu& #39;s confession: "i will eliminate everyone else until its just me and miharu and we will SEE what fate has in store for us THEN"
also rinka after miharu& #39;s confession: "i will eliminate everyone else until its just me and miharu and we will SEE what fate has in store for us THEN"
i& #39;m about to end this mans miserable existence myself
okay my literal very last choice was the wrong one so very quick path back. sexy
imagine your literal final living act being pissing off miharu? thats a terrible fucking omen dude you will rot
YOURE SO STUPID I& #39;M ROOTING FOR YOU
man if ONLY you had someone who you could talk to this about, maybe a friend who knew miharu confessed to you the instant she saw you after. if ONLY,
miharu: "i& #39;m a morosexual. i& #39;m attracted to morons and morons only. one time the girl i likes asked me the spanish word for tortilla and-"
(in case your wondering the thing that would cause rinka& #39;s hair in reality is poliosis, tho its usually a TOTAL lack of pigment)
I HAATE HIM BUT FUCKING. OW,
i should stop for the night also for three reasons
-this seems to be a good stopping poist
-its430am and i have work
-i. drank a lot. too much??
-this seems to be a good stopping poist
-its430am and i have work
-i. drank a lot. too much??
rinka hasnt answered miharu but i know she loves her too i could write an essay on this theres so much evidence
i mean, you& #39;ve had MUCH bigger problems kid
alan is such a great dude and i love rinka coming to realize that all of her opponents in the elimination game are also people with complex, vivid lives, no matter how easy it is to view them as "enemies"
idk abt the scrawny mafioso you& #39;re addressing but /i/ was hoping youd say that after hes hit on you so many times knowing you& #39;re in high school
please dont let all of rinka& #39;s hope be for nothing i swear to god
YOU& #39;RE PUTTING THIS... ON /ME/
YOU& #39;RE DOING THIS TO ME TWO TEXT BOXES IN A GOD DAMN ROW
MIHARU WAS SO READY TO BE REJECTED SHE HAD A FUCKING SPEECH READY I-
(also dear god rinka you are fucking terrible with words)
(also dear god rinka you are fucking terrible with words)
she handles her embarrassment like such an absolute fucking loser for someone who has stared down men twice her size to defend others i have no CHOICE but to stan
yeah you& #39;ve both like. killed people. or ~redid their deaths~ or however you wanna phrase it
WAIT. INTERRUPTING CONVERSATIONS. SHOWING UP AT WEIRD TIMES. BEING TEMPERAMENTAL. IS PARCA POSSESSING THE FUCKING CAT
I& #39;M GOING TO SCREAM FOR REAL IN REAL LIFE
i& #39;m fucking sobbing
i want to get off of the course of fate& #39;s wild ride
shes just going thru so god damn much grief over everyone who died for...nothing at this point. i& #39;m-
HOW IS THIS EVEN STILL GOING THIS FEELS LIKE A BAD END BUT
i mean this scene objectively owns but like i& #39;m still not happy
girl i& #39;m at that point too
i& #39;m so emotionally exhausted why are you still forcing me to make choices
its not the WORST ending but like. fuck dude i just want them to be happy this isnt FAIR
OH THERES MORE AFTER THE CREDITS
still not getting my hopes up anymore my heart hurt
oh. its the. uh what did parca call it? juncture of causality? where they all woulda been at the same time. i FORGOT abt this
ALAN& #39;S SISTER IS A WEEB????
On one hand I& #39;m glad that ending wasn& #39;t the true ending. It& #39;s wishful thinking. It& #39;s fanfic tier. It undermines rinka& #39;s entire journey. On the other hand. It did help take the pain of everything away, just a little. You can have little a wishful thinking, as a treat.
I AM calling it a night but like. I hope the true ending don& #39;t hurt TOO bad
Actually. Props to f12 for having a cute fanfic tier "you have undone fate, everyone never died" end and it being....nice? But feeling so adamantly contrary to rinka& #39;s development over the story to just forget everything that I can& #39;t accept it. It& #39;s a nice bandaid but that& #39;s all.
I really do want miharu to live tho. I hope that doesn& #39;t come at the cost of outright rejecting her.
I think, given rinka& #39;s emotional turmoil over the loss of miharu, it makes sense she would undk it all. Who wouldn& #39;t in her shoes? But I think, if they could both survive, she wouldn& #39;t want to forget everyone who& #39;s helped her along the way, at the cost of their lives y& #39;know?
Also I just TRULY wish for parca to be beaten at her own game. Not after it& #39;s conclusion, but during. I don& #39;t want her getting even a taste of victory. I want her to rot (assuming goddesses CAN rot) miserably without that smug look crossing her face ever again.
interestingly the replay pages gives good ideas of where path branches matter. regardless! i& #39;m going to just work backwards anyhow, but i refuse to reject miharu
first and fastest backtrack end. its far more bitter than the last i got but definitely not true end (i figured that before loading this state tho) but it is important, tbh, for rinka to not lose her development outright, despite the awful, awful cost
alright this is probably actually true end path knowing what i know now god bless god BLESS give her a reason to want to make it through
as absolutely cute as their dates were in the "starts dating DURING divine selection path", those will live on in my HEART and if they both survive they can do that WITHOUT the horrible, heartbreaking self sacrifice at the end
rinka is so painfully, clearly, already in love and it really must be hard to keep cutting herself off from her feelings when she thinks things like, well, THIS, but knows the two of them surviving is most important
man if this was death note that& #39;s all you& #39;d need to take her down (it would also be WAY more boring of a story if it was that easy)
PLEASE work i& #39;m begging you
WAIT does this not mean. if parca is xiii, then. OH LORE?
oh my GOD mahiru is determined to live now i& #39;m gonna cry??
miharu& #39;s only job option that allows her to cover her arms being a fucking maid cafe is TRULY the most tragic thing in this entire story
miharu reminds me ENTIRELY too much of my 17 year old self (down to the uhhhhhhh cause of attempted death but lets not get into that) so i& #39;m like. truly crying in the club right now
this is. a line i& #39;ve wanted to read for so long
rinka is truly, truly great. despite everything, her unlimited capacity to forgive is truly moving. i& #39;m not even mad at parca anymore after reaching this point.
i& #39;m at a loss for words at this point but MAN
that sure was the true end, huh.
i still have. other endings to unlock but man. this vn. the true end. it all just hit and has left me feeling extremely raw