Love is a really weird concept for me

I think about it a lot Cos I never understand it

Why is love not just between man and his creator? And I mean this in every sense of love / type / shape of love ?

And then the rest of us can just exist ?

It gets to me a lot when I see or hear two people who were so in love tend to hate each other after a while especially married couples

Some married people can’t even stand their partners, some legit want them dead
Like is it not crazy ?
How’s love now hate?

Do each other wrong? How do you hurt someone you love ?
I don’t think we humans legit know love or understand it Cos we claim we love people and still hurt them so much
We hurt God with just everything we do but we love God so much lol

Failing love scares me so much
One of my biggest fears has always been that
Marrying or staying with someone who just might one day fall out of love for you and treat you like a piece of shit
Especially when you are not also there yet

Wake up one morning and say you know what wifey? I don’t think I can do this anymore, I don’t love you anymore or feel the way I used to feel about you
I think I’m in love with someone else
How bruh ?

Are you mad? Like seriously are you mad?
I don’t think that I’d wish that on anybody

Put so much effort just for someone who promised you the world just walk out on you half way through it
How sway ?

I understand people who give up on love who think feelings / love is trash because seriously, what dix?

People are weird and life is complex so I just want to sleep uno