I’m bored af & just realized that every time I’ve been this bored I relapsed. It’s not that I wanna get high I just don’t wanna be bored & getting high is all I’ve known for the past few years. I’ve gotta find a new hobby. I’m so used to always moving 
wtf is life


Y’all are all so fucking amazing. Yesterday was such a hard day for me. I was at work and I just broke down bc everything I once knew is now over. everything is blank and I’ve gotta paint a new picture on my own and it’s hard. & im just so mad for ever doing this to myself

I met a grown ass women when I went out Thursday night & the energy >
that’s what I did lastnight. I hung out with her
pretty sure this is my next girlfriend.
that’s what I did lastnight. I hung out with her

*woman