P.S. She did fine, she was not the failure Reddit seems to think she was.

The ordeal DID ultimately result in me leaving Riot, so I guess that& #39;s a win for the people who demanded I get fired https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy"> (after shipping K/DA, Immortal Journey, Coven and Battle Academia of course)
To clarify: I left on my own. I was never able to get over GGMF even when everyone else did. No one thought it was my fault but me. It led to burnout. Every skin set I worked on I was trying to "make up for it." It was unhealthy. TD Ekko was my final "I hope this does it"
It& #39;s hard to be a lead. I felt responsible that literally several dozen devs and artists were being screamed at on Twitter and Reddit. I felt like I should have done more to protect them.

Be kind to devs, we& #39;re human. No one& #39;s trying to purposely fuck you over.
Btw I& #39;m not blaming the community. Everyone else was able to get over it but me. My boss was exasperated that I couldn& #39;t move on and repeatedly told me certain choices simply weren& #39;t mine to make, so it wasn& #39;t my fault. In the end its just my own brain and mental issues.
I miss working with artists, being a lead and making things people love, but there& #39;s other ways I can do that. I wanna be the BBIC https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy"> So when bad things happen it& #39;s 100% my fault. That way I& #39;m never like, "what if I had argued for x more?" I have 0 issues being the wringable neck
This thread is apparently top of r/lol so I wish I had a mixtape to share
Last comment: I have 14k followers BECAUSE I interacted w/ community through it all. People say I couldn& #39;t handle the criticism, so it& #39;s good that I left. Ok, but who is the community talking to now? There& #39;s a reason 90% of LoL devs aren& #39;t public. It& #39;s not about a thin skin.
Passionate people care. It& #39;s hard to put *everything* into something and not care, so most devs just stay off reddit/twitter because otherwise it& #39;s just demoralizing. I wasn& #39;t paid to talk to the community, I wanted just to. I& #39;ll never apologize for being hurt by the thing I love
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