The hardest thing about being pagan for me, was that for the longest time, I use to be a militant atheist, until events changed that for me. But now that I am pagan, I am surrounded by three sides, some of my Mormon and Catholic family members will probarly be offended+
And some of the agonistic/atheistic members of my family will probarly say I'm faking it to just get attention, to portray myself as a special snowflake in the family. So yeah I don't think I'm gonna tell most of my family, my true beliefs for a long time+
So for now, I'm faking being an atheist to my family to keep them off my trail and make them think I'm still the same smug atheist asshole I once was... it breaks my heart, but you have to do what you have to do, you know?