˚✧₊⁎ .a note to yu. ⁎⁺˳✧༚
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i don’t really know how to express with words what i feel for yugyeom, or how i came to feel it in the first place.

all i know is that i feel it hard and loud and there is so much of it i don’t know where to put it. i can’t put it down. i hold onto it tightly and i hold it as close as i possibly can to the centre of my chest that it’s become ingrained as part of me at this point.

i wish i could give him a piece of it. whatever i feel for him i wish i could break a part of it off and give some to him and make him feel what he makes me feel. i think he’d cherish it just as much as i do. i think it’d become part of him as well.

i don’t know yugyeom. i will never know him. not who he truly is, not who he is when he’s tired of everything for no real reason, or what his eyes look like when he’s just woke up in the morning. i wish i could know every side of him.

i often think, if i was granted one thing in relation to him, only one, it would be to be his friend. to get to see him how no one else does.
even without it, i still have come to feel so much for him in these past three years.

three years have passed and i still feel an enamoured with him as i did back then. maybe even more now. probably even more, now. yugyeom wasn’t my initial bias in got7. i didn’t really notice him at all, at first. but after i did, i haven’t been able to look away since.

i’m not very good at expressing myself or my emotions, especially in real life. i’m much better at writing it all down and laying out my thoughts this way. but even now, i’m stuck for words. i hope yugyeom had a wonderful day today and continues onto great things and happiness.

i’m completely and utterly happy beyond anything to get to know that yugyeom exists. that somehow, our paths have crossed one way or another. i hope one day i can also somehow make him feel whatever this is that i feel for him.

happy birthday, the sun to my moon !
i spent the whole weekend celebrating you, but i’ll continue to think about you tomorrow and the next day and the next and the day after that, too.
i’ll always trust you.
・ 끝 ・
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