ok but listen chuuatsu and fyozai college au in which fyodor and chuuya are transfer students and chuuya and dazai used to be childhood friends who now hate each other YET they join forces and dazai helps chuuya get together with atsu and chuuya helps him with fyodor
needless to say fyozai get together pretty easily bcz they are both horny little shits but chuuya has a hard time with atsu bcz he’s just too pure and chuuya doesn’t want to just jump on him but it’s annoying him to see fyozai together while he still couldn’t succeed with atsu
chuuya sighs “can you two please stop being so fucking disgusting in front of me”
“I just kissed him though?” fyodor says, confused
“pfft” Dazai laughs “he’s just mad atsushi doesn’t give a fuck about him.”
chuuya blushes “FUCK YOU HE LIKES ME!”
dazai rolls his eyes “sure”
“I just kissed him though?” fyodor says, confused
“pfft” Dazai laughs “he’s just mad atsushi doesn’t give a fuck about him.”
chuuya blushes “FUCK YOU HE LIKES ME!”
dazai rolls his eyes “sure”
atsushi enters the cafeteria too and appears beside chuuya.
“Hi guys!” he says cheerfully and chuuya jumps, startled.
“Chuuya-san, are you alright?”
dazai laughs again and chuuya glares at him. that asshole’s supposed to help him out, not make fun of him and his hopeless crush
“Hi guys!” he says cheerfully and chuuya jumps, startled.
“Chuuya-san, are you alright?”
dazai laughs again and chuuya glares at him. that asshole’s supposed to help him out, not make fun of him and his hopeless crush
“Yeah, I just.. didn’t expect you showing up” chuuya sits back slowly.
“oh..” atsushi feels a little bad “I am sorry... but anyway!!” his eyes light up again “I just wanted to ask for your help with this paper, Dazai-san!”
Dazai looks at him with questioning eyes. “what paper?”
“oh..” atsushi feels a little bad “I am sorry... but anyway!!” his eyes light up again “I just wanted to ask for your help with this paper, Dazai-san!”
Dazai looks at him with questioning eyes. “what paper?”
“it’s about those weird poems I mentioned last time!! I still can’t figure them out!!” he sighs
“right...” dazai looks at chuuya and smirks. “I’m kinda busy right now, but actually...” he points at him “my little friend here loves poetry. I’m sure he’ll help if you ask nicely”
“right...” dazai looks at chuuya and smirks. “I’m kinda busy right now, but actually...” he points at him “my little friend here loves poetry. I’m sure he’ll help if you ask nicely”
chuuya doesn’t know if he’s mad or not, bcz he hates when dazai refers to him as his _little_ friend, but at least he’s helping.
atsushi turns to him with sparkling eyes “please, chuuya-san! it would mean a lot to me!”
chuuya’s dying inside, but trying to act cool, he just nods
atsushi turns to him with sparkling eyes “please, chuuya-san! it would mean a lot to me!”
chuuya’s dying inside, but trying to act cool, he just nods
A few hours later it’s just the two of them at Chuuya’s place, which is both exciting and terrifying for him, because this is a perfect opportunity to get closer to atsushi, but he doesn’t want to scare him away with a bad move.
he must hold back for now. no matter what.
he must hold back for now. no matter what.
atsushi opens his book and points at the text “this one right here!!! THIS is my biggest problem!!”
chuuya looks at it “oh, but this one is easy. in short, it’s about a man who sees his previous lover in his current one.” he explains.
atsushi just stares at him with admiration
chuuya looks at it “oh, but this one is easy. in short, it’s about a man who sees his previous lover in his current one.” he explains.
atsushi just stares at him with admiration
“w-what?” chuuya asks, heartbeat getting faster
“you really are amazing, chuuya-san!” atsushi smiles “thanks!”
‘oh, fuck’ chuuya thinks. ‘this will be even harder than expected.’
he tries to shut his feelings out and just concentrate on helping the younger with his paper.
“you really are amazing, chuuya-san!” atsushi smiles “thanks!”
‘oh, fuck’ chuuya thinks. ‘this will be even harder than expected.’
he tries to shut his feelings out and just concentrate on helping the younger with his paper.
the next day chuuya runs into dazai
“so.. how’d it go with your ‘student’?” he grins
“oh my god just shut up.” chuuya sighs “he’s too fucking adorable I can’t even lay a finger on him.”
“so you do NOTHING after I offer you the perfect opportunity? how boring..” dazai leaves
“so.. how’d it go with your ‘student’?” he grins
“oh my god just shut up.” chuuya sighs “he’s too fucking adorable I can’t even lay a finger on him.”
“so you do NOTHING after I offer you the perfect opportunity? how boring..” dazai leaves
he can’t blame dazai for that comment. chuuya’s really only talks about how he will make atsushi his, but when it comes down to it, he just backs out. that’s truly pathetic.
he sighs and looks up, his eyes suddenly meeting sunset colored ones.
“a-atsushi? exactly when did—“
he sighs and looks up, his eyes suddenly meeting sunset colored ones.
“a-atsushi? exactly when did—“
“I-I think I.. heard... a-all of it?” his face turns deep red, just like chuuya’s
“oh, fuck, atsushi,” he wants to sink into the ground because his crush probably thinks he’s a fucking creep, or even worse. probably worse. “I can explain—“
“no, um...” atsushi interrupts him
“oh, fuck, atsushi,” he wants to sink into the ground because his crush probably thinks he’s a fucking creep, or even worse. probably worse. “I can explain—“
“no, um...” atsushi interrupts him
“i-i didn’t think you would ever... l-like me... and you also... respected m-me and.. that’s really nice. s-so thank you?” he says, staring at the ground, holding his books in front of his chest nervously.
chuuya feels like his heart is about to explode “I mean.. yeah I—“
chuuya feels like his heart is about to explode “I mean.. yeah I—“
atsushi raises his books and hides his face behind them. “a-and I like you too!”
chuuya freezes “i’m sorry..?”
atsushi slowly lowers his books again but doesn’t dare to look at chuuya yet “because you’re super cool and always kind to me and.. u-um you’re so... so hot...”
chuuya freezes “i’m sorry..?”
atsushi slowly lowers his books again but doesn’t dare to look at chuuya yet “because you’re super cool and always kind to me and.. u-um you’re so... so hot...”
it takes a few moments for chuuya to process all of this but comes to his senses eventually.
“hmm?” he walks closer to atsushi and makes a self-satisfied smirk. “so am I cool or hot then?”
atsushi keeps staring at his feet “p-please stop teasing me!!! this is so embarrassing..”
“hmm?” he walks closer to atsushi and makes a self-satisfied smirk. “so am I cool or hot then?”
atsushi keeps staring at his feet “p-please stop teasing me!!! this is so embarrassing..”
“oh? I would never do that.” he places his hands on atsushi’s face and pulls him into a rough kiss. atsushi drops his books, surprised, but kisses chuuya back.
the kiss is so greedy and clumsy, it’s obvious both of them have been waiting for this moment since forever.
the kiss is so greedy and clumsy, it’s obvious both of them have been waiting for this moment since forever.
chuuya, even though he can’t really get enough of atsushi, pulls away. “fuck, we should have done this yesterday instead of studying.”
“n-no I.. got a good grade thanks to you..”
chuuya laughs “ah okay. we should have done this AFTER studying then.”
atsushi smiles “..agreed.”
“n-no I.. got a good grade thanks to you..”
chuuya laughs “ah okay. we should have done this AFTER studying then.”
atsushi smiles “..agreed.”
i am ending this here bcz its 2 am and im tired but ksjdksls hope u enjoyed it
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