sometimes i think i haven& #39;t accomplished anything in 2019 but!!
here& #39;s a list:

- i practiced sketching a lot! to the point that i& #39;m comfortable w what i draw
- yeah i had a couple bad months but my mental health got better -- i don& #39;t have mental breakdowns every week anymore

- i& #39;m more open to start conversations now
- i& #39;m more confident to say whatever is in my head
- i& #39;ve come clear to my friends about my gender identity crisis
- hell i& #39;ve officially identified myself as bisexual and i& #39;m finally not (that) afraid to say it to strangers

- i went to russia!!!
- i finally talked to my mom about my fears about college and mental health
- it& #39;s not officially done yet - but i& #39;m getting a tattoo soon!
- i& #39;ve come to accept new changes
- i found new interests

and FINALLY, but most important, next week i will be 19 fucking years old oh my god

yeah it& #39;s scary but,, take that past me-- i actually surpassed the 18 years old mark