sometimes i think i haven't accomplished anything in 2019 but!!
here's a list:

- i practiced sketching a lot! to the point that i'm comfortable w what i draw
- yeah i had a couple bad months but my mental health got better -- i don't have mental breakdowns every week anymore

- i'm more open to start conversations now
- i'm more confident to say whatever is in my head
- i've come clear to my friends about my gender identity crisis
- hell i've officially identified myself as bisexual and i'm finally not (that) afraid to say it to strangers

- i went to russia!!!
- i finally talked to my mom about my fears about college and mental health
- it's not officially done yet - but i'm getting a tattoo soon!
- i've come to accept new changes
- i found new interests

and FINALLY, but most important, next week i will be 19 fucking years old oh my god

yeah it's scary but,, take that past me-- i actually surpassed the 18 years old mark