Currently re-reading Medical Apartheid and Killing the Black Body. I'm writing on why I don't agree that Doulas can change the rates of Maternal Mortality. It may not ever be published but I need to study more on why I feel this way.

And I think the shift in my perspective happened when I got back from El paso and started attending births with wealth ww. Witnessing white women get abused, ignored, yell at etc in labor honestly shocked. I was used to it witnessing it with BIPOC but that I wasnt ready for

And with adding all of my training on physiological birth? I feel that energy needs to shift to the Labor and Delivery institutional complex. Cus. Whats happening in hospital birth is alllll wrong and an implicit bias training for staff aint it.