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(I say this with a certain amount of affection as well as criticism:
Christianity is an incredibly bipolar religion and Paul, the actual effective creator of Christianity, is an absurdly obviously extremely untreated bipolar patient
It's right fucking there, he tells us he is)
Christianity is an incredibly bipolar religion and Paul, the actual effective creator of Christianity, is an absurdly obviously extremely untreated bipolar patient
It's right fucking there, he tells us he is)
All that stuff about "I am the greatest of the Pharisees and the apostles BUT I am the lowliest and most wretched of sinners"
Romans 7:15, one of the most eloquently ineloquent religious quotes in history - "I do not understand what I do, for what I want to do I do not do"
Romans 7:15, one of the most eloquently ineloquent religious quotes in history - "I do not understand what I do, for what I want to do I do not do"
"But what I do do, I HATE"
Yeah I feel you man
Yeah I feel you man
A lot of stuff that, yes, sure, is part of the universal human condition but a lot of stuff that's also associated with certain kinds of mental illness
These sudden flooding emotions of megalomania and euphoria followed by utter worthlessness and despair
These sudden flooding emotions of megalomania and euphoria followed by utter worthlessness and despair
God loves the human race but he's also disgusted with us, furious with us
We're the most precious things that exist in creation and we're also stinking piles of shit who deserve nothing better than the fire
We're the most precious things that exist in creation and we're also stinking piles of shit who deserve nothing better than the fire
The external locus of control, being unsure you're in control of your actions, unsure if you even have a self
All your decisions this war between two alien forces within you
The Spirit of God vs. the dead flesh (a much more visceral metaphor than what most translations make it)
All your decisions this war between two alien forces within you
The Spirit of God vs. the dead flesh (a much more visceral metaphor than what most translations make it)
If you actually just translate the Greek word "sarx" for what it means, "flesh", the Pauline epistles become a lot more metal and at the same time a lot more obviously mentally ill than if you use genteel theological translations like "the sinful nature"
If you want to be *slightly* more genteel, "the body"
If you want to be slightly more blunt and visceral, "the meat"
If you want to be slightly more blunt and visceral, "the meat"
Paul's original rants aren't all that different from some Thomas Ligotti/True Detective shit
"I'm trapped in the meat, I can't escape the meat, it's not me doing this shit IT'S THE FUCKING MEAT
WHY WON'T GOD JUST KILL THE MEAT"
"I'm trapped in the meat, I can't escape the meat, it's not me doing this shit IT'S THE FUCKING MEAT
WHY WON'T GOD JUST KILL THE MEAT"
