the choices we are making, the parallels we are drawing, the allergic reaction i am giving myself putting this daily clown makeup on...

undeniable that i've had actual real life sexual relationships of which i was literally a part which were on the whole less exhilarating to me than the way dean's dumb fingers drag around cas' shoulder here before moving away , ,was i dropped on my head as a baby?? i don't know!

reader,..........he Loves. it's so horrible i hate it.

also ok the way he IMMEDIATELY clenches his fist into an anxious little rock when he pulls away, a fellow randy pride and prejudice (2005) head i see

ok yeah that's good stuff

nothing that happens on this show requires as much suspension of disbelief as the way this posits a kinder gentler alternate universe where people don't know the names of the dudes from the who

really took 251 episodes for somebody to finally relent and give me this wow

i will need time to consult with my team of legal advisors and prepare an official statement on this very personal matter; in the meantime, please respect my family's privacy.

he's so soft i'm ill

sunbeam babīe :(

fascinating how content i am w this media consumption dynamic where i toil for hours, a starving, soot-splotched orphan, waiting for someone to toss a molded crust of bread into the tin cup clutched at the end of my quivering arm like, there, take it and go, you miserable urchin

again LEGALLY i do not believe men should receive praise it's bad for the social ecosystem on both a macro level and in terms of one-to-one interactions but i will state for the public record...........dude's really on one jfc

yes this little montage to "broomstick cowboy" has engendered in me a very large and pulsating storm of emotion which is painful to contain inside of my body and in fact my ribs and hips and skin hurt from the trying, Hello , that's normal!!!!!! !

off the charts feral energy from the jump on this one i see

we've been looking for teachable moments!!!!!!!!!!!

it's striking how much of this show is just people looking over at one another with varying degrees of exasperation

i dropped my mug of tea in the bed just now but i'm absolutely certain it's not related to any of the actions of this horrible man

like i said, feral

ohhhh jeez we're on some quizno tortellini shit, huh? i get it, fine, all's fair in love and the last wb show standing

i do understand that what i am attaching here is are still images and therefore will not serve as a meaningful visual aid for the active body movement of which i am desirous to make special mention, ok, i do get that, but, lads, my guy literally physically gags right here , i--

they—every person involved in the process to create these shots and arrange them in this order, the strange and diverse ways the scars from our culture's puritanical fear of intimacy show up, the seas which have yet to mercifully rise & wash us away—are truly So so wild for this

feels like I could chop down an acre of old growth forest with a butter knife right now

honestly the most upsetting thing that's ever happened on this show really is in the episode w/ dean's wrestler crush when that demon sliced the miz's achilles

that's a very serious injury, guys, he'll never move the same and, what? you think that sadsack wrestling tour offered good insurance? no.

including me, the massachusetts bred victim of this program, ,

dean having facts to feel tentatively proud for brandishing is the only thing i care about ever in this human life so yes it's a good night we're thriving

i love him :(((((((

me at whoever thought this umpteenth shot at producing a single lucifer plotline that's not a woeful burden on the viewer was worth taking

all i can hope is that the more creatively composed spawn of satan related jokes are to come because this one leaves much to be desired

i mean yes but also you really learn all that when you take a seminar close reading paradise lost in college while in the midst of a full nervous collapse cmon get real

doing a vibe check on my own stupid self because somehow dean saying, "gav" really made me emo he's......., he's soft

god i would truly risk it all for ruth connell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! a Woman!!!!

a champion!!!!!!!!! making every single line a pirouette!!!!

ok lemme get this lesbian school marm romance tho

i know i've said this a thousand times now and opined on it at length in that one essay but how bonkers that this is literally just a domestic drama with theological themes

makes really no sense that this dude from 1600s scotland would give a fuck about baseball UNLess you ascribe to my theory of its inherent romance in which case the magical realism might be a considerable comfort to one stuck out of time! anyway! bye, gav

i make a point not to get caught up in the logistics of these goons driving that old ass car all over the country at will over and over but when they get all the way out into new england it's hard for me to ignore like from pembroke to the bunker is literally a whole calendar day

i do know !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a painting

ok but here's the thing they lost the war

me trying so hard to welcome into my heart this show's first earnest endeavor to give a woman character her own story line vs me hating meaningless nonsense about consorting w some fascist inspector gadget nerds.............really a battle for the hearts and minds of this nation

plz!!!!!!!!!! i'm tired don't burden me with your decades of pain all in one quick shot

u love to see it

the wise introspection!! :( jumped!! :( out!! :(

literally so hilarious to use the phrase "ass clowns" when you're being very serious and actually are seconds from bursting into tears

sounds fake but okay

i'm trying to tell--is that a missouri plate??? who can say. i love criminals

this show only very occasionally dips a toe in grappling w the dubious personhood of monsters or questions about what moral responsibility we have to things that are nonhuman but alive which is fine because while it's an interest of mine we got enough going on BUT! fascist pigs!!

obviously i don't mean what duty we have to, like, literal vampires, but in the sense that monsters in fiction are necessarily a manifestation of that which the dominant culture makes abject ok sry gonna have another coffee & remember i'm grown and should not act this way anymore