These sorts of things always make me anxious so let me tell you: It's ok for your accomplishment to be "still alive". That's enough and it's good. https://twitter.com/stfutony/status/1193954501620690944

Just a reminder: Your worth is more than your "productivity" and "accomplishments".

Like, if I were to make a list like this I'd probably put professional milestones rather than "was a good friend to decent people and we kept each other alive", yet the latter is far more important.