Confession Time:
1/ never felt comfortable in a lab - I didnu2019t identify as a researcher - and felt like I was a fake neuroscientist
This was my perception of myself, and I used to hide out in the CS dept to do my neuro work because I felt ashamed of my diverse background...
1/ never felt comfortable in a lab - I didnu2019t identify as a researcher - and felt like I was a fake neuroscientist
This was my perception of myself, and I used to hide out in the CS dept to do my neuro work because I felt ashamed of my diverse background...
2/ I recently bombed a Neuro interview that really I should have been able to do. My narrative was always u201cyou should know this, you donu2019t belong here if you donu2019tu201d. So I skipped lab meetings to read papers instead and avoided lab socials.
3/ last night a PhD candidate said theyu2019d like to keep working on a project with me. Just now I bumped into our post doc who said that itu2019s okay to work in lab, that itu2019s allowed to be my home. Tomorrow morning I present a project Iu2019ve been working on to the board of directors.
4/ Academia is scary. STEM fields are scary and I felt like I didnu2019t belong for a long time. But the past year with #scitwitter and the quiet support of @tsay_jonathan and the rest of @ivrylab - Iu2019m learning to trust myself, the process, and the growth.
5/ at OC5 I left @ID_AA_Carmacku2019s talk because I couldnu2019t keep up. This year I took 11 pages of notes.
Itu2019s easy to lose sight of progress when youu2019re in the thick of it.
But really this is just a shoutout of appreciation to the mentors who have kept me in the space #thankyou
Itu2019s easy to lose sight of progress when youu2019re in the thick of it.
But really this is just a shoutout of appreciation to the mentors who have kept me in the space #thankyou