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This was me when I was at @SpursOfficial since 11 years old until u16s Didnât get a scholarship due to a new manager coming in & trying his hardest to get me out even used the termsâ bully â that I was a bully with the other players â thatâs was a LIEâ https://twitter.com/linkuptv/status/1188791681224716288
AFTER THOSE ACCUSATIONS WERE MADE ... THEY WERE DECLARED A LIE WHEN PLAYERS SUCH ASâ Harry winksâ Etc denied those bullying claims .. shorty after there was a manager that helped us young black players so much called âChris Ramseyâ they couldnât stand him supporting us so much
They couldnât understand the fact that he had so much to give to us players ... anyway they waited for âChris Ramseyâ to go on tour with the older age ..before releasing me as they knew with him being present that would never of took place .. my mum didnât really understand !
They brought me in after training âmanager called âsteve Palmerâ he didnât like me at all ... so anyway they released me after a training session ... not in a meeting ? During a training session ...Iâm sure this wasnât meant to happen like that at all ..
Anyways they said I could still âtrain with spursâ but play âno matches â WHAT WAS THE POINT? THEY NEVER EVEN HAD A VALID REASON FOR MY RELEASE 
THIS STILL PLAYS ON MY HEAD ALL NOW IM 23 NOW .. THINKING WAS I REALLY TREATED WITH THE RIGHT CODE OF CONDUCT..OR TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF
THIS STILL PLAYS ON MY HEAD ALL NOW IM 23 NOW .. THINKING WAS I REALLY TREATED WITH THE RIGHT CODE OF CONDUCT..OR TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF
Anyways âShortly I Said â if I canât play matches âI WILL NOT BE STAYING â weeks later âChris Ramsey arrived back at the Tottenham ground Enfield .. wondering why I wasnât at training .. he phoned my mum .. he said âwhyâs shaq not at training today ? Is he sick? On holiday ? NO
My mum told him Iâve been released ... he couldnât believe what we was hearing as this all happens whilst he was away which was set up to happen for what ever reason I donât know ..if you know me you will know Iâm 1 of the coldest footballers about letâs not pussy foot about
Anyway after being released â I never got any help â finding a new club or any sort at all... just a young lad with his mum desperate to get back to playing football again .. I was âDEPRESSEDâ for 1 year... i even got very sick which resorted 2 hospital ,I wasnât eating properly
I was just In the worst state ever ... I got no help from No1 at all. No therapy no nothing .. just my mum & close friends helping nurse me back to a better mind state 
...Iâve NEVER SPOKE ON THIS UNTIL NOW .. SO YESS YOUNG PLAYERS DO NEED THERAPY .. THANK YOU FOR LISTENING 
...Iâve NEVER SPOKE ON THIS UNTIL NOW .. SO YESS YOUNG PLAYERS DO NEED THERAPY .. THANK YOU FOR LISTENING
LAST THING ALL MY OLD SPURS FOOTBALL FRIENDS & MANAGERS & THERE KIDS ...LISTEN TO MY MUSIC NOW
....WHAT A WAY LIFE GOES SO IN THE END I NEVER REALLY LOST ...I ACTUALLY WON....
....WHAT A WAY LIFE GOES SO IN THE END I NEVER REALLY LOST ...I ACTUALLY WON....
