This was me when I was at @SpursOfficial since 11 years old until u16s Didn’t get a scholarship due to a new manager coming in & trying his hardest to get me out even used the terms” bully “ that I was a bully with the other players “ that’s was a LIE” https://twitter.com/linkuptv/status/1188791681224716288
AFTER THOSE ACCUSATIONS WERE MADE ... THEY WERE DECLARED A LIE WHEN PLAYERS SUCH AS” Harry winks” Etc denied those bullying claims .. shorty after there was a manager that helped us young black players so much called “Chris Ramsey” they couldn’t stand him supporting us so much‼️
They couldn’t understand the fact that he had so much to give to us players ... anyway they waited for “Chris Ramsey” to go on tour with the older age ..before releasing me as they knew with him being present that would never of took place .. my mum didn’t really understand !
They brought me in after training “manager called “steve Palmer” he didn’t like me at all ... so anyway they released me after a training session ... not in a meeting ? During a training session ...I’m sure this wasn’t meant to happen like that at all ..
Anyways they said I could still “train with spurs” but play “no matches “ WHAT WAS THE POINT? THEY NEVER EVEN HAD A VALID REASON FOR MY RELEASE 🤔 THIS STILL PLAYS ON MY HEAD ALL NOW IM 23 NOW .. THINKING WAS I REALLY TREATED WITH THE RIGHT CODE OF CONDUCT..OR TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF
Anyways “Shortly I Said “ if I can’t play matches “I WILL NOT BE STAYING “ weeks later “Chris Ramsey arrived back at the Tottenham ground Enfield .. wondering why I wasn’t at training .. he phoned my mum .. he said “why’s shaq not at training today ? Is he sick? On holiday ? NO
My mum told him I’ve been released ... he couldn’t believe what we was hearing as this all happens whilst he was away which was set up to happen for what ever reason I don’t know ..if you know me you will know I’m 1 of the coldest footballers about let’s not pussy foot about
Anyway after being released “ I never got any help “ finding a new club or any sort at all... just a young lad with his mum desperate to get back to playing football again .. I was “DEPRESSED” for 1 year... i even got very sick which resorted 2 hospital ,I wasn’t eating properly
I was just In the worst state ever ... I got no help from No1 at all. No therapy no nothing .. just my mum & close friends helping nurse me back to a better mind state ❤️ ...I’ve NEVER SPOKE ON THIS UNTIL NOW .. SO YESS YOUNG PLAYERS DO NEED THERAPY .. THANK YOU FOR LISTENING ✊🏾
LAST THING ALL MY OLD SPURS FOOTBALL FRIENDS & MANAGERS & THERE KIDS ...LISTEN TO MY MUSIC NOW😂....WHAT A WAY LIFE GOES SO IN THE END I NEVER REALLY LOST ...I ACTUALLY WON....✊🏾😅🤝
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