day 2 of waiting for dear april to drop: occasional tears drop from my eyes, i became less motivated, only just a lil sad

day 3 of waiting for dear april to drop: i have lost who i am and where i am going, i do not know my purpose of living anymore, am i supposed to be like this? where is my direction in life?

day 4 of waiting for dear april to drop: it’s getting harder and harder to get up from my bed, i have lost my identity, i do not know who i have become. i cant even look at other people at eye level, i’m beginning to cry even when i’m sleeping, it’s at an unconscious level now.

day 5 of waiting for dear april to drop: my head is empty i forgot how to think my brain is short circ

happy birthday frank thanks for breaking my heart to no return

day 12 of waiting for dear april to drop: he dropped in my room, the agony and pain i am enduring is intensifying... if he drops another song before he drops dear april i don’t think i’ll be able to handle it, i am suffering internally someone help me i am desperate

day 24 of waiting for dear april to drop: everything is going too fast my life is falling apart by every second, tears come down even when i’m not that sad. everyday gets worse without dear april, someone pls save me

day 48 of waiting for dear april to drop: i lost my will to live, my heart has been broken and everyday is a blur to me. i just need dear april to drop to deliver the finishing blow.... i have exceeded my limit

day 159 of waiting for dear april to drop: vinyls came in and heard a recording of dear april... quarantined and isolated from everyone, this song will absolutely BREAK me into pieces

day 166 of waiting for dear april to drop: the day has come. i will never be the same. this thread has come to a REST.