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Love a weird phenomenon that even disrupts ur normal nerve functioning causing u to space out panick sleep deprived and what not whatâs so special in it I wonder itâs just 2 people having liking but the effects are weird.
What if I were to die today would anyone care ?
Or if I wish that someone did care does this make me attention seeking ?
When namjoon said that our eyes are pure and uncorrupted and that is as precious as diamonds it lowkey made me feel as if maybe u donât have to be a bad kid who does dr*gs or anything considered not okay like bullying to fit in this world maybe just being yourself
Is good enough and real people will actually acknowledge that goodness in you and thatâs just really the message of this song which is to stay gold to stay pure of heart to be compassionate and treat everyone with kindness and just having songs like this makes me
The cat incident has literally left me in shock and itâs just getting to me that innocent girls whoâs voices arenât heard by anyone even tho they speak up or the girls who donât speak up because they know all the hate is going to be for them and not the guy
How traumatizing is it for them to even heal or recover from this and do we care about the burden and the fear they carry in their hearts ?
Okay so this triggered me again and if u wonder why I am making daily rants well thatâs because my dad is on eid holidays and everything he does or say triggers me and u can be the judge of whoâs right or wrong okay letâs get on with it shall we https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="âșïž" title="LĂ€chelndes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: LĂ€chelndes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="âșïž" title="LĂ€chelndes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: LĂ€chelndes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="âșïž" title="LĂ€chelndes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: LĂ€chelndes Gesicht">
So basically my mom and dad were having an argument and I was busy minding my own business and the I come to eat breakfast and I ask my mom what happened and she briefly told me about it but the thing that triggered me was my dad saying to my mom that
Everytime I hear a loud car passing by or some cars pulling up or just people moving moving furniture above our house I fear that what if it wasnât that sound and what if we went through what people of Beirut are going thru now and it scares me to the core
Like people were living their normal happy peaceful lives in Kashmir ,Beirut ,Palestine ,China and then the peace of their life was snatched by fate or by THEM and now all they think is how they can protect their loved ones and life becomes meaningless to them
And still some people see these injustices and sit in their air conditioned rooms scrolling through it ignoring them because itâs not them going through it makes me wonder arenât they human arenât their hearts soft as the others what happened to them that they became so cold
These people doing this do not see that the one that will be suffering its consequences are also human they bleed like u they live like u they have families like u and u wouldnât want a scratch to even get on ur own family but u can do this to millions others
Drive millions other to their death bed or to insanity cause they couldnât help their families they became their hands were tied and fate took control
Do they truely live a happy life with all the money they earned doing this does this bring actual core happiness of course not money can bring u endless luxury but a man gets bored so quick that soon it all will feel disgusting and u will crave wholesome relations with people
And these Deep relations are made by having a compassionate heart and a golden personality not by the money u have made by literally not giving a shit to others lives
2020 has scared me and shown me so many horrible things that I actually fear that âwill I make it out alive ?â and even the fear of âif I make it out alive will I go through worstâ because the world besides the global warming issue has become a terrible place
A place with humans with no warm hearts no real feelings no value of emotions and even no values of lives of others but only value for a piece of paper we call money
Everything that happened I tried to keep calm through but this has reached its tipping point for me itâs hard to act like nothing affects u and u try to focus on ur mental health when literally our planet is crumbling apart day by day and how will this not trigger ur mind
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