Who am I..?

I& #39;m Sir Gareth of Orkney, yes but...

What am I? Who have I become?

The & #39;Camelot& #39; singularity, the Lion King... I was used like a tool, given the gift of & #39;impurity& #39; in hopes to protect me.

It didn& #39;t.

I& #39;ve the blood of countless brothers and sisters on my hands...

...all in the name of & #39;service& #39; to my King.

She wasn& #39;t my King... I followed Sir Lancelot, my brothers Sir Agravain, Sir Gawain, Sir Mordred... Sir Gaheris was right to be suspicious, but we didn& #39;t give him long to voice his protests.

We cut them down, all of them...

Is that all I& #39;ve become? A tool, a weapon for others to use?

The Lion King, a Master during Holy Grail war after Holy Grail war? Summoned by some other Singularity, corrupted and sent to fight against humanity?

I& #39;d like to think people can change... that & #39;servants& #39; can change..

I feel everyone should get a second chance, an opportunity for redemption.

Sins can& #39;t be scrubbed out, no matter how much one tries... my hands were stained in blood, after each battle I scrubbed my skin raw, til they& #39;d turned recognizably blackened.

Can I still do some good..?

I& #39;m tired of killing... Slaying monsters is one thing, but people..? Fellow knights, women, children, practically defenseless humans...

I want to help others, defend those who can& #39;t help themselves.

I don& #39;t want to hurt anymore, take pain away...

I want to heal people.

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