A THREAD OF THINGS THAT I WANT TO DO WITH MY CRUSH BUT CAN'T (so I can only post on here and be sad about it):

1. I wanna go to east coast park and bring a stupid picnic basket with me and have a dumb mat and sit and watch the stupid sunset and tell them that they're really pretty and hold hands and do the stupid rollerblading biking thing and I wanna eat dumb sandwiches with them-

2. I wanna dye our hair at night so badly it's so dumb:(( just wanna tell them how bad it's gonna turn out but it won't turn out badly at all because they're them and nothing can look bad on them ever:((((-

3. I wanna go to ice skating with them and we can hold on to the railings and I wanna let them laugh at me while I fall and I wanna do dumb ig stories and tell everyone how much I love them that's really it:((Just wanna show the world how dumb I am

I literally just wanna lie down on the grass and hold your hand and talk

and watch movies with you and share popcorn with you and buy bubble tea with you and go out to eat with you and just

I wanna go to a library with you and I wanna go to cafes and I wanna go to thrift shops with you and there's so much I wanna do:(((

This has stopped being a list and more of a sad ramble but yes:( goodnight:(

I want to go to pet cafes with you and I wanna drink milkshakes with you why milkshakes even that's sodumb

I wanna go to a playground and swing on swings with you:(