Thread by @trapdols_, if you wanna know the full story of my crush.. here you [...]

if you wanna know the full story of my crush.. here you go ig..

ok so ive liked this guy for 4 years and he’s been dating my friend for a while now. they broke up for a while and i dont think its possible for him to drop anymore hints of liking me. we are like best friends but he’s been staring at me in classes and asking to work with me, ++

constantly checking up on me, making sure im okay, telling me if anyone messes with me he’ll get so mad, non stop asking me if i like anyone and dropping hints that he’s jealous of me being with other boys. i was gonna tell him... but then they got back together.. and its not ++

even like she’s a good friend, like she’s sweet and everything but i’ve caught her talking behind my back then she DENIED it. he has actually called me his true friend and we were talking before about how i don’t fit in with the rest of my friend group and i brought ++

up that i’m ugly and they’re beautiful and he told me i shouldnt be making myself feel bad and he’ll hurt anyone who makes me feel like that. then of course when i go ask him who he likes before they got back together.. he says he still likes his ex. now i’m just sad and ++

pissed and need to act like i’m happy for them while i’m dealing with tons of other shit i cant get into without sobbing my eyes out. now time for the updates. im gonna be sending screenshots after the message btw. last day of school his girlfriend didn’t come so it was us and ++

a few other people. him, his brothers and his best friend, who i am all close with, were going to a trampoline park and he asked me to go with him. some other girls heard this and asked to come along. we spent the rest of the day together and we were kind of cast off next to

each other the whole time. so we were alone. he kept trying to impress me and do flips and tricks and stuff. fast forward to a few days into the summer, after i travelled. so i really wanted to let him know how i felt so i decided to find a way to see if he likes me back. ++

i’ll show you later but lets just say he didnt give a clear answer and just said ok. in my opinion, i think that it was just cause they were still dating and he wanted to be loyal. anyways after that we didnt talk for about 2 months until school rolled around. now before ++

i get into this i need to tell you, he has a twin brother. they aren’t identical twins so they dont look the same. so they moved into my form cause of some reasons i dont know and his 2 best friends moved into the form with him. this is important so remember it. so they come ++

to our class and everything is fine but he starts looking at me a lot more than he used to. we got sat next to each other in a lot of classes or he’d be sitting behind me so yeah that was cool or whatever. i fidget a lot in my seat as in i turn around and stuff to look around ++

and every time i did he’d be looking at me. i kind of ignored that cause its not that big of a deal but then i started noticing he was trying to talk to me a lot more and every time he’d be presenting or talking to a group, he’d always be talking or looking to me only.. even ++

if his girlfriend was there. remember when i said remember his twin brother? well his twin brother and both his best friends like me.. at least thats what i think and what i’m hearing from rumors and stuff. oh and also i was walking in the corridor a few days ago and he was ++

behind me talking to his best friend and i could hear their conversation and i’ll just narrow it down into the important parts. (they were talking about crushes or something)
bestf: shut up you like laila
him: no i dont not anymore
bestf: say wallah (i swear to god)
him: .... ++

that’s basically all thats happened so far this year... if you want i can update you every once in a while.. idk idm you do whatever :) picture time.

pt 1 (the name is weird ik its an inside joke)

pt 2

OK UPDATE:
so one of his best friends came up to me and was pulling the guy with him. he said “laila. adam would like to say something to you.” so i said ok then he said “ABOOK” which is this joke we have. but then his friend said “no i’ll say it for him.” ++

“you are the water to his chai” (it’s cause he loves chai or smthn. you may think ‘Oh iT’Ss jUst a jOkE IM SuRE hE’Ll deNY IT’ BUT NO he stood there laughing. wHAT.

so we were lowkey flirting on a gc on thursday but the problem was... his girlfriend was in the gc too.... and she was sitting right next to me...
we were talking about flappy bird and he tried to outsmart everyone with this dumb ass trick but i figured it out and exposed him ++

here’s how the conversation went:

me: ‘i guess im just too smart for you’
him: ‘i guess you are’

being the bad bitch i am i replied saying

me: ;)

his girlfriend didnt say or do any thing. i honestly think shes using him for clout. ++

cause she obviously is if she doesnt care about us flirting. ok so also he invited me to THE SAME FUCKING TRAMPOLINE PARK AGAIN. we’re going next week on thursday. i’ll tell you everything that happens as soon as i enter the fucking building.

so me, his girlfriend and two other friends are planning to test him next week on sunday. i’m just gonna summarize the plan ok? so on sundays at lunch we all go down to the sports hall and play table tennis. she ASKED me and the two other girls to FLIRT WITH HIM ++

and make sure he stays away from her while she does everything. so we’ll be talking to him, grabbing him, teasing him and just basically... flirting. so it’ll start out with her going to one of his friends (he doesnt know whats happening yet) and asking to play on his team ++

if he is being a good boyfriend, he’ll try to take her first. after a few matches she’ll grab his friend and go talk to him far away. this is where we have to keep him away so he doesnt hear her telling his friend the plan. she gave me the job to watch him and see if ++

he’s looking over at them. (in my school its a big thing for guys and girls to hug at a young age cause most of us are arab) after she finishes telling his friend the plan they’re gonna hug. if he says nothing, she’ll break up with him. but if he gets jealous and ++

starts to get mad or whatever they’ll stay together cause he’s actually acting like a boyfriend. knowing him and knowing her, i honestly think that he wont care and they’ll break up. which is good news for me since he’s seemed to like me a LOT more now. ++

llike he’s been staring and mentioning me all the time and trying in every way to work with me or talk to me but that might just be him being friendly tbh

this is gonna be a long ass update but it needs to be since so much happened. it all started when i was at the spinneys we all hang out with and it was just me, a couple of friends (including his) and his girlfriend. it was all good until we were all playing football and him ++

and his brother showed up. i was completely fine until i noticed that he was speaking to me more than her. she seemed absolutely fine with it surprisingly. also btw i wasnt playing football with them and he kept on begging me to play or whatever but thats kinda normal so i let ++

it pass. we basically kept playing until the ball popped and i needed to go get a football from my house since mines was closest. so i got the ball and water bottles for all of us and when i got back all the girls were gone, so i was the only girl there. it was fine, i mean ++

i didnt mind it it was really fun. they were playing with my ball when one of them kicked it into this ladies house. it wasnt him, but he kept on apologizing and got the ball for me. also after they left and i was worried my ball would get run over cause they were playing in ++

the middle of the road, he stayed with me and kept telling me not to worry and he’d stop them if a car came or if they got too close to a house. and he did that. we kept walking around and went to spinneys again along the way he’d keep complimenting me and he’d stay next to me ++

while we were walking. he also kept trying to impress me which was adorable tbh. we got to spinneys and sat with these two other girls and then we um held hands for like 10 seconds... dont ask. he tried my drink and he gave me his password and almost beat a guy up for taking ++

my football then started showing off to people that he’s known me for so long. he asked me to go to his house but my mom asked me to go home and it almost killed me. anyways end of update more will definitely be coming soon.

its ended up as us and his friends going out every thursday somehow. this update is gonna be pretty hard for me to write and you’ll see why. so it was just me his girlfriend and another close friend of ours all at her house when he called me to ask if we could go to our ++

hangout. we showed up and they were all on scooters. only significant thing that happened at that point was my close friend threw a full starbucks cup at him and he had to leave and change. for some reason i was acting really strange the whole time, like i was ++

drunk. i kept tripping up and i was really chill. it was fine though. at one point i got mad at his gf cause she said i’d probably blend in with 7 year olds since im so tiny and then he agreed and i pretended to be even sadder. i put my hood up and stayed like that till ++

now. he literally stood in my face at one point so he could see our height difference and him looking down at me was.... yeah. so his mom called him and told him that he could either stay with us or go to the desert sith his cousins. we were all talking about it ++

and i got really pissed when he said he only saw them once every week since i only see mine around twice in a year. i ended up crying but he didnt notice cause i stopped talking and hugged his gf since after all we are best friends. sge took me and we walked away ++

and thats when all of them realized what was happening. our other friend was telling them to leave us alone for a bit but they ended up coming anyways. he kept apologizing even though it wasnt really his fault and i just missed my family. he’s literally still ++

apologizing. his mom got mad since he couldnt make up his mind and he had to leave. not even 10 minutes later he called his gf and she put it on speaker. he was asking about me and making sure i was okay. some of his friends came back from wherever they were and well ++

his best friend tried hugging me but it was the most awkward shit ever. and yeah thats where the story ends. i’ll add to this when he texts me. oh btw he told me before he left that he’d text me later.

so he made a fake instagram account and texted only me on it. pretending to be a girl to talk to me (and me only) for half an hour. then eventually accidentally told me it was him. well ok then-

so i had like a ‘go through my phone thing’ on my insta and one of the things was last note. my last note was my secret iced chocolate recipe that not even my family knows. after i posted that he replied and i’ll basically just post some screenshots of how that went down.. ++

by the way, everything i underlined in pink is the texts that made me feel all tingley inside. here you go:

have you got any idea how awkward it is when your crush asks you who you like and then he says everyone but himself? also, “lol you probs do but ur too shy to ask it” ... WTF IS ‘IT’?? WHAT AM I TOO SHY TO ASK??? and then he starts asking for hints... how exactly do i- whatever.

im sorry and all.. i love him but e-boy shrek is just

he gives his first impression... and i just- ah.

who is this whole different person?? is that good or bad?? we will never know.

him over-thinking this is just so adorable to me... like he wanted it to be so perfect and for it to be like just the one i made. he makes my heart flutter so much.

oh by the way our conversation was a lot longer but i only screenshotted the important stuff.

so the past few days have been weird... i kept noticing him staring at me.. and i mean staring to the point were he’d be staring at me and id notice and look back but he’d be so focused on me that he doesnt realize ive looked back. he’s also been standing REALLY close ++

to me or if we’re working in a group project he would try to get as close to our group as possible. so i was really confused and stuff until i got my hopes down cause he was just looking at her all day. at least that was until we were leaving. i was walking with his ++

girlfriend when she was like “oh yeah i forgot to tell you.... me and adam broke up” ..... words cannot describe this feeling. i had to pretend to be upset and shocked but my heart was literally beating faster and faster by the second. i still cant believe it if im honest. ++

tomorrow’s halloween and we will be together for that so i’ll update you again tomorrow i guess.

im literally a bad ass holy crap... he was telling me about this football tournament he’s having or whatever and people started joking about it and saying they’d distract him and then they all left. i stayed behind and told him “dont worry i’ll distract you ;)” ... what the fuck.

oh yeah he has fucking abs watch me go pass out. on halloween night he was wiping his forehead while talking to my friend and i walked up behind her and then i saw... fucking. abs. he’s literally 12 and he has abs what the fuck.

he’s been making excuses to be next to me and making faces at me during class and getting in trouble cause he felt like i was upset (which i was) and its honestly the most adorable thing ever. so i got detention in maths for not completing all my work so he decided that +++

even though he did it and had it, to pretend to have lost the sheet so he can sit next to me and copy down all the questions and help me out. he actually got me to understand which was insane and then throughout the rest of the day he kept telling me all these stories about +++

the schools ski trip since he really wanted me to go. i heard him when we were in line for design tech telling all his friends “yeah im gonna try to ask her mom (my mom really likes him) cause i reallyyy want her to come with us so-“ aanddd the teacher walked out. +++

in conclusion he makes me feel all tingly and happy inside and i kinda love him and i cant stand not being around him anymore cause i constantly am :)) also he did a pouty face at me in class to try to make me laugh and it was adorable and i melted.

So me and my best friend were fighting cause i kept saying i wasnt pretty and she wasn’t convinced. oh by the way she doesn’t know i like him. she goes “you’re literally so pretty even ask all the boys.” i kept saying ‘i swear im not’. she decided to go up to him and say +++

“SHES PRETTY RIGHT?!” he just says i dont know and she says “not even like in a crush way just is she pretty” .... “yeah of course” .... WHAT. THE FUCK. DO I DO. NOW. AFTER THAT HE SPENT THE ENTIRE DAY DOING STUFF WITH ME OR PICKING ME FOR STUFF. SHIT I DONT KNOW HOW TO BREATHFH.

so she does this ‘shes pretty right?’ thing again but now she does it with like A LOT OF PEOPLE. we were at a party and she asked everyone there while we were sitting in a circle. it was so fucking embarrassing and i didnt want to look but for a split second that my eyes were ++

open at the beginning, i saw his hand first in the air shoot up. also he couldnt keep his eyes off me all day and it was kinda making me insecure but idk its fine. we were also sitting later on and the group of people there are like, REALLY chill you know? and he walks up to ++

while im lying down in this chair that had its back down, stands right at the back, looks down at me and tells me im the best person there. mind you this was a birthday party by the way for this other girl he’s really close with. so after that he keeps pulling me aside and ++

telling me a bunch of weird stuff that i guess are secrets but none of them were about him. he kept asking me who i liked too but everytime i was close to answering, something would happen to make sure he didnt find out which kinda weirded me out. he also kept doing crazy ++

shit for me. he jumped into the pool with his clothes on cause i dropped my necklace in there and i honestly have no idea how he found it its silver and glass. but anyways he was just being such a sweetheart and i really do love him its kinda weird that we’re so young but ++

i honestly dont care. he’s the one underneath me btw. we’re on the left. oh and not the one on the chair next to him. sorry if you think i dont have taste. also those are my bracelets he’s wearing.

so a lot has happened. they broke up and we got a lot closer. he goes out only when he hears im there and we’re always together now. i still love him by the way, nothing’s changed. everytime i remember something that happened over my break i’ll update.

OH OH I FORGOT HIS EX IS DATING HIS BEST FRIEND NOW AND HES HAPPY FOR THEM WHICH MEANS HES OVER HER. ALSO HER NEW BOYFRIENDS FUCKING GRANDPA THINKS HE LIKES ME BACK AND HER BF’S MOM THOUGHT WE WERE DATING AND HIS LITERALLY DRIVER WANTS US TO DATE.

also also also her new bf is trynna get him with a girl and i kinda have a feeling hes gonna try get him with me cause he’s been staring at me a lot recently and always checking if im looking at him or looks at me when he makes a joke to see if im laughing and hes noticed that

so two of my best friends recently told me they liked them and yeah... one of them has liked them for three months but she said she knows it isnt going anywhere cause he doesnt like her back. the other one is starting to say it was a mistake liking him so i think thats a ++

good sign. for the past few days he’s been trynna be really close to me. like he started texting me again and he wasnt being dry like he is to other people. also hems been asking me where im going to see if we can hang out and trying to talk to me 24/7. also with ++

the first girl i talked about, i kinda let it slip that ive liked a guy for almost 5 years but i tried to dismiss anything she said about it possibly being him cause im not ready to tell anyone let alone a girl who only came out with me today cause she found out he ++

was going with me. things are actually going really well and im really happy. we’re getting closer and he’s been acting like he likes me back so lets just hope so. im starting to drop some more obvious hints too.

so im kinda upset rn... everything has been going great and i have been feeling like he might like me back but then yesterday happened. so i invited him to come out with me and all our friends including his ex and one of the girls that like him. oh and we’ve all been talking ++

for days about how dating your best friends ex is against girl code. but anyways, we had so much fun and he was trynna be with me the whole time and stuff it was normal now. but then i went over to his ex’s house after he left. lets use some fake names. it was me, his ex ++

(kayla), my bestf that knows i like him (amy) and this other girl that cant keep a fucking secret (kylie) . well all have them have been thinking he likes the big mouth and well he texted her saying he needed to tell her something. key point: yesterday was the first time her ++

and her new boyfriend kissed. he texted her saying he needed to tell her something and ended up saying he still had feelings for his ex. he asks us all for advice but after that im kinda really quiet but i just say im tired. amy who i actually appreciate so much for this ++

felt like i was upset about something so kept cuddling me and making sure i was okay. sooner or later they convince him to text her and tell her how he feels just to get it off his chest and he does it. i thought it would end there and i wouldnt have to worry but we start ++

talking about him and kayla and she ends up admitting she still has a soft spot for him and still cares about him. she also says how weird she would feel if one of us started dating him. im heart broken obviously but i dont show it. and i know they wont get together again ++

cause shes so in love with her new guy. while this is all happening, i start texting amy so i dont have to speak out loud. i tell her how i feel and everything and she reassures me. shes telling me she thinks i should tell him and it could possibly go somewhere but i honestly ++

think it would go downhill cause he obviously still loves kayla. can i also say that kylie likes both his twin brother and best friend? i thought he made it kinda clear that he had feelings for me but apparently not and he likes this girl? i honestly dont really have a clue ++

what to think but since yesterday ive been wanting to curl up into a ball and cry. if anyone could please try to give me some advice on what to do i’d appreciate it. i dont want to ruin our friendship and everything that happened yesterday made me realize how long it’s been ++

since he personally told me something. things are weird now. if i remember anything else i’ll tell you guys :)

oh ok so i forgot about this. this was i think last week my friend had a party that we were both at and it was actually reallt chill. he has really soft hair but he doesnt let anyone play with it. except me. i was sitting really close next to him but i was kinda on like ++

a higher level so i was playing with his hair and if anyone else would touch it he’d say no her only. also he begged me to come in his car when we were on the way to the house and i did sit next to him and we shared airpods n stuff. he took my phone and told me he wanted to ++

take a ‘sick picture’. i’ll find it and show you.

but yeah thats it i played with his hair and that other stuff happened...

so ive finally got a video of us two thats clear. he’s in the middle obviously and im on the right.

so this guy im really close friends with, lets call him josh, asked me to be his be his valentine and i said yeah after the one i like told me to say no to see how he’d reacted. well. here. i was basically asking him for advice cause i didnt know what to do.

and yeah you can see how at the end he’s like ‘oh ok congrats’ but i tried to lighten the mood after rhat and stuff and we have a normal conversation and yup.

i was in the shower and i realized he’s going through the exact same shit i went through. i have a crush in my best friends ex and he has a crush on his best friends girlfriend. i never seemed to realize that holy crap do i know how shit he feels and he has no idea

ok so they broke up,,, like around 3 weeks ago and i forgot to update. and since then he’s again asked her out about 2 times. and she wants to say yes but she doesnt think its good for her to be going in and out of relationships like this. so one of the times he asked ++

her out was abiut 3 days ago and she asked me for help, we talked about it and she told him she needed more time. ok so you know how you can have a private story on snap? so i had one with all my friends and i put up a sendit for people to send me anonymous messages ++

like i usually do, but this time i wrote ‘confess stuff to me and i’ll give advice’ and this is the message i got:

‘so theres this person whos rlly cool and her names laila and i love her

too much and idk what to do’

at this point i hadnt checked the views yet ++

so before seeing the possibilities of who sent it, i responded with:

‘ok so what you do is you pu and tell her how you feel and you never know maybe she might feel the same

‘

now that i’ve answered it, i go to check the views and see that it’s only 5 people ++

he was the only guy on there and the rest were my girl friends who are all very religious and homophobic so it wouldnt have been them. i mean i dont think they would mess with me like that we’re a bit more mature than that but yeah it was very possibly him and ++

i got really happy and no one popped up and now i have no idea what to think.

OOPS his real name is in there but it’s fine

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