1/?

CW: dysphoria talk

People will say we shouldn& #39;t teach anything LGBT related in school, but the entire fucking reason I& #39;m having to transition so late is because I never new what it really meant to be trans and what those feelings were like.

2/?

Instead I absorbed transphobic media and youtube personalities through my childhood. I didn& #39;t want to be an SJW who freaked out about being misgendered and pushed back to the fringes of society. I didn& #39;t want to be some crazy, mentally I& #39;ll person.

3/?

I could have avoided having to go through something so difficult in my adult life and being unable to be open at work if I had known that my feelings were valid and it was okay to have them.

4/?

I could have had a standard teenage girl& #39;s childhood and grown into wonderful woman, but instead I& #39;m coming home crying because I feel disgusting with myself and my body.

5/?

I& #39;m having to worry about how I& #39;m going to pay rent when the hormones are too noticeable to not say anything and how I& #39;m gonna pay for a 40k surgery to unfuck up my face.