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It sucks backing away from people you love. But I’d rather suffer in silence than be made a fool of
Also I can’t consistently give everyone my all and not be reciprocated in the same manner.
With that being said, I’m no longer letting myself be completely accessible. There were times when I’d talk, when I didn’t feel like it. When I’d go out, when I absolutely did not want to leave my bed. And that’s not IT baby.
I got distracted for an hour lol. Anyways. A conversation I had with someone who is very trustworthy a few weeks ago has been stuck in my head since....well since we had the conversation lmao.
Though we were speaking of one person in particular, he said I was basically over extending myself. And that I was basically settling for not being valued as much as I value.
I was quick to say “no that’s not what I meant”...then went to say “actually idk what I meant”. But tbh all in all he’s right. And it’s not with just that person it’s everyone in my life at this point.
Whew. We realized A LOT today didn’t we?? We love emotional and mental evolution. We see the problem, now it must be addressed and changed.
