decided to see where i left off during my last attempt at rereading hs and it was during a dirk and callie conversation which is VEEEEERY interesting
callie's explaining to dirk what his class means and this is an interesting bit in the context of the epilogues huh
ive got loose thoughts abt callie being the fandom's avatar, her role as an epilogue narrator and what it means that she was the narrator of candy...... the dots are being connected but i'm not sure what it means
since aranea and meenah DID find each other again, does this mean terezi & vriska will eventually?? pleeeeease
wait why am i bothering to read this dirk and caliborn pesterlog wtf do i hate myself that much?
god remember when we were somehow shocked when aranea turned into an antagonist even tho we knew that her alternian self was mindfang?? lmao
actually idr if ppl were actually shocked but i was
i mean tbf meenah was mostly fine even tho she was the condesce
roxy and calliope 




me in 2013, reading hs for the first time: ill just skim/skip some parts, im sure ill read these someday anyway
me in 2019, reading hs (in its entirety) for the second time: *skips over the same exact parts*
me in 2019, reading hs (in its entirety) for the second time: *skips over the same exact parts*
drunk rose is making me profoundly sad rn, pre-retcon meteor era SUCKED for these kids ):
i forgot all of this bc i refused to revisit anything with caliborn. things make sense now.
roxy is breaking my heart rn

how long was h*ssie setting up johnroxy???? at this point their only interaction was sleeping dream roxy kicking john in the face and john pushing them out of the way and taking meenah's trident instead
dirk talking abt roxy while theyre sitting on the sacrificial slabs is the only good thing he's ever said
pre-retcon davekat,,,,, is a lot,,,,
i looooove her and also honestly wasnt this all of us at the time? sticking around to see what happens in the end?
also interesting point, Word Of God confirms vriska did nothing wrong and i guess in the context of hs and not right/wrong morality... yeah? i guess she did? she did everything she had to in order to make sure the story worked
sometimes hs is just str8 up shitty. like it just sucks, just like everything else made by wh*te men
[S]: GAME OVER was fucking wild huh
hey no offense but when rose sees roxy before she dies and the first thing rose says is 'W' is infuriatingly sad bc it feels like it was a last minute 'oh i kno what will REALLY fuck them up' writing decision and it WORKED
hey remember when terezi, bleeding out and dying, saved all of homestuck
ugh vriska & meenah were so sweet, i'd forgotten. or i guess (vriska)? idr. there's just smth rly sweet abt a vriska who's free from narrative burden and how she acts
SHE'S 8ACK!!!
roxy loves cat and wizards.... she's a caleb widogast stan
roxy and dave getting along swimmingly due to their mutual desire to Not Talk About Dirk
god i forgot how much dave's convo with dirk broke my heart ): dave...
*gestures vaguely* dave.....
terezi's last words to vriska right before [S]: Terezi: Remem8er gets me every fucking time UGH she...... ):
terezi lamenting on how she felt that vriska saw terezi's dependency on vriska as weak but was nice enough to not comment on it when rly vriska didnt feel worthy enough of terezi outside of moirail feelings bc vriska herself wasnt capable of being vulnerable
it's not like theyre bad at communicating per se but it's just, ykno, the mortifying ordeal of being known.
vrisrezi...
i forgot there was a little homage to undertale in [S] Collide.
the end of homestuck is kinda a lot less confusing than when i first experienced but like it really does make you go HUH????? THAT'S IT???
oh wow i really finally did a complete reread of homestuck, go me, do i get a prize
.......yeah im going to reread the epilogues, i hope it makes more sense to me now