blaize just told me I’m lazy, unmotivated and I don’t push through shit bc I told him I was too tired from work to go to the gym lmfaooo y’all don’t know how triggered and how much I hate myself rn bc he really thinks this of me lmfao love feeling like shit

I’m honestly crying over this rn lmfao fuck I hate myself lol he already got me feeling so insecure with everything that’s happened and then he tells me this

I need a mans who understands how exhausting and hard my job is...and who’ll also give me feet massages and listen about my day at work ://