Ngl sometimes people ask me how I managed to do xyz. I& #39;ll be honest https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👀" title="Augen" aria-label="Emoji: Augen"> my faith helped me a lot and I can only give the glory to God cause it wasn& #39;t my own strength. Especially the past 5 years. I& #39;m someone that doesn& #39;t want to bother others with whatever I struggle with cause +

I know I have a lot to grateful for to even be in the position I& #39;m in. Even when people compliment me on my abilities I can& #39;t think to be prideful or arrogant because I know I couldn& #39;t have gotten this far on my own. There are people better than me who could be more qualified +

and perhaps could be considered more deserving of certain opportunities but the fact that I& #39;m able to get them is something I feel I can& #39;t credit myself for. It isn& #39;t about me and I don& #39;t feel talents/abilities are for myself. If what I& #39;m doing isn& #39;t enriching others then +

Lol typo (I don& #39;t feel & #39;my& #39; talents/abilities are for myself)

then it isn& #39;t worth it.
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Okay this was long I& #39;ll stop now.

But also, I feel I still have further to go on this journey where I aim to continue to grow and develop myself. I know there& #39;s this saying about being the best version of yourself, but I feel that& #39;s a continuous process and I should keep striving for growth + self improvement https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👀" title="Augen" aria-label="Emoji: Augen">