okAY HERE"S WHAT HAPPENED TO ME TODAY IN THE CUP HOLDER EVENT CAUSE LORD THAT WAS WILD

Okay so i stayed in the cafe for an hour? cause i wanted to see and ~experience~ these cup/cafe events fans hold for their idols right. ngl i was a mess cause wow the place was really really pretty.

got some photocards and coffee, enjoyed the music and place nbd (i might just actually come back cause it's such a nice coffee shop). Not a lot of fans were there too, including me we were just like,, 10? give or take.

I was actually already in the station, thinking of where to go next (cause i was about to meet my friends but they havent updated me on where to meet) so i basically took my time in the station

Got a notif that somin posted on her ig story... sHE WAS IN THE COFFEE SHOP JUST RIGHT AFTER I LEFT.

I RAN. UP TWO-THREE??? FLIGHTS OF STAIRS CAUSE NO WAY IN HELL AM I MISSING OUT ON SOMETHING LIKE THIS :((( and rAN OUT THE STATION AND BACK INTO THE COFFEE SHOP

See the thing is, your girl isn't feeling so well today. My throat was acting up plus I was feeling under the weather.. so bad throat + running.. not a good combo. I was pretty much heaving and feeling light headed.. kinda wanted to puke too once i slowed down but I Kept Going

Came back into the coffee shop (pretty sure the people manning the shop recognize me already cause I Literally Just Left a Few Minutes Ago) and was greeted by the sight of the Jeon sisters first. BRO MY LEGS WERE FEELING LIKE JELLY BY THEN

Then I see J.seph and Matthew,,,, i said hi to jseph cause we had eye contact,,, and just i was supposed to sit down on the chair,,,, my legs gave up on me and i literally fell to the floor (and so did my stuff) and just... ended up breathing rapidly,,, cause i was freaking out

and from the running,,, somin and jiwoo got hella worried for me (and because my korean wasn't working) i could understand that they were asking for water and tissue cause they thought i was crying. i had to reassure them that i was fine

that i just ran,,, and jseph and matthew asked me where i came from,, explained the situation + philippines and just...... oh my god guys, bseph were super approachable and sowoo JUST HAD THIS AIR OF CLASS AND ROYALTY I FELT SO UNWORTHY TO APPROACH THEM :((((

somin was looking around the photos and was singing along to the music videos playing and oh my god her voice is so ethereal,, pls,, her voice blessed my ears,,, and jiwoo really,, man I DIED SEEING HER SO CLOSE and i just realized now that i was in between somin and jiwoo when i

losing my shit. kasdfjaklsdf i love them.
Matthew and Jseph,,, god they're a mess.
Matthew was taking jiwoo's photos by the couch (you know those photos) and jseph was behind her and after taking her photos matthew just goes "ouuu jseph's butt is so pretty~"

i managed to get selfies with them but i was shaking the most with somin cause she holds a special place in my heart,, ( i love them all swear, somin just hits me man) so i had to follow her for a bit like "s-somin,,,somin,,, somin-eonni... selfie...??"

jiwoo and jseph were so chill it was amazing! and oh my god jseph unbuttoned his shirt and showed us his black shirt with the words hidden <3 kard and i just lost it cauSE PRECIOUS BOY OH MY GOD

matthew did the pleasure of taking our selfie anD HE KNEW THE LIGHTING WAS PERFECT BLESS HIM. and we did a few selfies he's such a big softie :<

jiwoo,,, LORD I FELT LIKE A PLEB AROUND HER BUT BLESS HER FOR BEING SO SWEET :(((( i got selfies with all of them

Matthew and Jseph saw my group chat's name while taking our selfies so there's that (s/o to Tiddie Committee we are Known)

i told matthew some stuff cause my korean just flew out the window when i saw them and he went on with his speech of Just Doing It, believing in myself and following my dreams and thanking us Hiddens for being by their side.. he also reassured me about

korean being hard "yo it's all good, my korean's bad too." i told him i could only tell him cause my korean's bad and i didn't know how to tell the other members and when i told him about how i appreciated dance more because of them he gave me a high five and was super thankful

i felt so intimidated being in the presence of these four people but they were really sweet!!

omg just remembered i think jseph was clowning on somin or doing Just Jseph Things that somin whined so hard,,, the girls still clowned on the boys for anything so there's that.

they signed a lot of things too :<

also, when they were about to leave, they warned us that it was about to rain and jseph did a little body gag where he pretended to bring out an umbrella from his pocket and shrugged his shoulders in a very comical way

somin was pretty quiet now that i think back to the event.. she's pretty reserved waaah

anyways that's all i can remember for now.. photos to follow throughout the week!! and if any questions i guess just ask me!! uwu

SMILEY BABIE