Whole newsroom is going nuts over the Anwar vs Azmin debacle and I& #39;m sitting here lamenting the end of Malaysia as we known it.

Harapan& #39;s over, everyone. Pack it up. Was fun while it lasted. Best get out before the roof burns down.

Before you ping me with reasons not to give up, I& #39;d like to remind you that I& #39;m a journalist. I see a lot of the shit you read about, uncut and raw. The unfiltered filth of the Malaysian political scene is a death knell for Malaysia.

Our only hope was Harapan. Not anymore.

Say what you will, today is the end of the line for my hopes. GE14 was a miracle. Opportunity seldom knocks twice. Hoping for another miracle is too much to ask for.

There are those who want the old guard back and to you, this is your moment - you get your old Malaysia back, the one where you were comfortable and easy-going, where you didn& #39;t give a fuck about politics since you were protected and wealthy enough.

for after all these years living here one sentence still rings in my head that will always haunt me - as a non-Malay child of a mixed marriage. The words that sound like I& #39;m unwelcome to the very society I was born into.

"You tak suka, you boleh keluar..."