One month. It& #39;s hard to believe that it& #39;s been one month since Endgame happened. Little did I know what I would be walking into when I went into the theater for the first time. I knew something was going to happen - my friends were telling me to please take care of myself -

- but I never could have guessed what unfolded. Like many others, I thought she would be safe. I thought she would have more screen-time & more funny interactions with her team. I thought, if nothing else, that she would walk off of the battlefield. Maybe scathed, but alive.

To some, it might sound strange that I& #39;m this distraught and devastated over the fate of a fictional character, but she was never just a character to me. She& #39;s my hero, forever and always, until the end of time. She& #39;s my family, and I miss her.

I love you, Natasha, and I miss you, with all of my heart. I hope, wherever you are, that you& #39;re at least able to have some peace and rest. You saved the world, and thank you, for always saving me too. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Red heart" aria-label="Emoji: Red heart">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🖤" title="Black heart" aria-label="Emoji: Black heart"> https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Red heart" aria-label="Emoji: Red heart">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🖤" title="Black heart" aria-label="Emoji: Black heart">