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365 days with _Jung_Cookie_
-the point of this thread is for my personal growth and to be able to look back each day at myself and see how Iāve changed as a person
-there will be good days and bad days
-shine,dream,smile
-the point of this thread is for my personal growth and to be able to look back each day at myself and see how Iāve changed as a person
-there will be good days and bad days
-shine,dream,smile
Day 1: [24:04:19] todayās been up and down, not the worst of days and I know I am coping well, itās getting better and Iām dead set on not looking back when I go back to college next week, letās get it!
![Day 1: [24:04:19] todayās been up and down, not the worst of days and I know I am coping well, itās getting better and Iām dead set on not looking back when I go back to college next week, letās get it!](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D48svWDXsAADu4y.jpg "Day 1: [24:04:19] todayās been up and down, not the worst of days and I know I am coping well, itās getting better and Iām dead set on not looking back when I go back to college next week, letās get it!")
Day 2 [25:04:19]
Today wasnāt great, I kept on feeling bad about myself and couldnāt snap out of it. Itās so hard to explain because I donāt know how I feel, all I know is I wish I was back in Berlin and particularly so I could take in that experience again, I hope tomorrow is ok
![Day 2 [25:04:19]Today wasnāt great, I kept on feeling bad about myself and couldnāt snap out of it. Itās so hard to explain because I donāt know how I feel, all I know is I wish I was back in Berlin and particularly so I could take in that experience again, I hope tomorrow is ok](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D5CYdFTW0AA9U8G.jpg "Day 2 [25:04:19]Today wasnāt great, I kept on feeling bad about myself and couldnāt snap out of it. Itās so hard to explain because I donāt know how I feel, all I know is I wish I was back in Berlin and particularly so I could take in that experience again, I hope tomorrow is ok")
Today wasnāt great, I kept on feeling bad about myself and couldnāt snap out of it. Itās so hard to explain because I donāt know how I feel, all I know is I wish I was back in Berlin and particularly so I could take in that experience again, I hope tomorrow is ok
Day 3 [26:04:19] today was a good day, me and my friend played minecraft and enjoyed life just like old times, he killed all our villagers so Iām building a Berlin Wall round the village, I am feeling very positive right now :)
![Day 3 [26:04:19] today was a good day, me and my friend played minecraft and enjoyed life just like old times, he killed all our villagers so Iām building a Berlin Wall round the village, I am feeling very positive right now :)](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D5HnUkzXkAAK2eM.jpg "Day 3 [26:04:19] today was a good day, me and my friend played minecraft and enjoyed life just like old times, he killed all our villagers so Iām building a Berlin Wall round the village, I am feeling very positive right now :)")
Day 4 [27:04:19] today was an ok day, I feel like I am ready to go back to school on Monday, new term, forget the past, but I want to capture some more of my life because this is the end of a 8 year journey in life, going to miss school in June
![Day 4 [27:04:19] today was an ok day, I feel like I am ready to go back to school on Monday, new term, forget the past, but I want to capture some more of my life because this is the end of a 8 year journey in life, going to miss school in June](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D5MvH3iXsAAoPlC.jpg "Day 4 [27:04:19] today was an ok day, I feel like I am ready to go back to school on Monday, new term, forget the past, but I want to capture some more of my life because this is the end of a 8 year journey in life, going to miss school in June")
Day 5 [28:04:19] today has been a pretty chill day, Iām feeling really motivated right now! Letās hope this continues! I canāt wait to see everyone again at school ! I am going to miss this! Time to make memories!!!
![Day 5 [28:04:19] today has been a pretty chill day, Iām feeling really motivated right now! Letās hope this continues! I canāt wait to see everyone again at school ! I am going to miss this! Time to make memories!!!](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D5Rok_iWAAIWvbF.jpg "Day 5 [28:04:19] today has been a pretty chill day, Iām feeling really motivated right now! Letās hope this continues! I canāt wait to see everyone again at school ! I am going to miss this! Time to make memories!!!")
Day 6 [29:04:19] first day back at college and it went well, I feel so happy right now and I just want to keep this positivity for the rest of the School term so I can do well !
![Day 6 [29:04:19] first day back at college and it went well, I feel so happy right now and I just want to keep this positivity for the rest of the School term so I can do well !](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D5WyTOaWAAAY7Xl.jpg "Day 6 [29:04:19] first day back at college and it went well, I feel so happy right now and I just want to keep this positivity for the rest of the School term so I can do well !")
Day 7 [30:04:19] today was a pretty normal day, no huge surprises or anything bad thoughts, just another day, would love to go into school with a bit of energy tomorrow though !
![Day 7 [30:04:19] today was a pretty normal day, no huge surprises or anything bad thoughts, just another day, would love to go into school with a bit of energy tomorrow though !](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D5cD9jbX4AoOoB4.jpg "Day 7 [30:04:19] today was a pretty normal day, no huge surprises or anything bad thoughts, just another day, would love to go into school with a bit of energy tomorrow though !")
Day 8 [01:05:19] up and down day but ended on a positive and now Iām nostalgic because I just found my old Scooby Doo DVDās and I want to cry 
https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="š" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">
Day 9 [02:05:19] felt a little off today not quite sure why, just been feeling down, hopefully endgame cheers me up tomorrow but Iām just stressed and I feel alone https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="š" title="Upside-down face" aria-label="Emoji: Upside-down face">
![Day 9 [02:05:19] felt a little off today not quite sure why, just been feeling down, hopefully endgame cheers me up tomorrow but Iām just stressed and I feel alone https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable=](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D5mQgZkX4AA0WQ8.jpg "Upside-down face")
" title="Day 9 [02:05:19] felt a little off today not quite sure why, just been feeling down, hopefully endgame cheers me up tomorrow but Iām just stressed and I feel alone https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="š" title="Upside-down face" aria-label="Emoji: Upside-down face">" class="img-responsive" style="max-width:100%;"/>
Day 10 [03:05:19] Endgame was really good! definitely recommend! My drink leaked at school today and my bag and work got soaked, endgame cheered me up though, but still a pretty dull day
![Day 10 [03:05:19] Endgame was really good! definitely recommend! My drink leaked at school today and my bag and work got soaked, endgame cheered me up though, but still a pretty dull day](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D5rLcA1W4AINdOk.jpg "Day 10 [03:05:19] Endgame was really good! definitely recommend! My drink leaked at school today and my bag and work got soaked, endgame cheered me up though, but still a pretty dull day")
Day 11 [04:05:19] I swear whenever I play a sport I feel sick later that night, like please can my body just be nice for once
Day 12 [05:05:19] I am worn out and I feel sick again :( hope this goes away soon
![Day 12 [05:05:19] I am worn out and I feel sick again :( hope this goes away soon](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D514SRFWkAAPWWJ.jpg "Day 12 [05:05:19] I am worn out and I feel sick again :( hope this goes away soon")
Day 13 [06:05:19] uh I am stressed as f*ck!! just want to get exams finished but also want to do well but canāt revise ahhh this is hard! https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="š" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">
![Day 13 [06:05:19] uh I am stressed as f*ck!! just want to get exams finished but also want to do well but canāt revise ahhh this is hard! https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable=](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D567CW4XoAA6kfX.jpg "Loudly crying face")
" title="Day 13 [06:05:19] uh I am stressed as f*ck!! just want to get exams finished but also want to do well but canāt revise ahhh this is hard! https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="š" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">" class="img-responsive" style="max-width:100%;"/>
Day 14 [07:05:19] havenāt really got much to say about today, apart from I think I struggle to deal with nostalgia like really bad, like I get all upset about seeing my childhood, anyone know why this is?
![Day 14 [07:05:19] havenāt really got much to say about today, apart from I think I struggle to deal with nostalgia like really bad, like I get all upset about seeing my childhood, anyone know why this is?](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D6ACHQlWAAAtsgK.jpg "Day 14 [07:05:19] havenāt really got much to say about today, apart from I think I struggle to deal with nostalgia like really bad, like I get all upset about seeing my childhood, anyone know why this is?")
Day 15 [08:05:19] I am very surprised I havenāt missed a day yet https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="š" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy"> but today was good! I had a good day in general, just want to get exams over with!
![Day 15 [08:05:19] I am very surprised I havenāt missed a day yet https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable=](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D6FEHn8WkAAXskL.jpg "Face with tears of joy")
but today was good! I had a good day in general, just want to get exams over with!" title="Day 15 [08:05:19] I am very surprised I havenāt missed a day yet https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="š" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy"> but today was good! I had a good day in general, just want to get exams over with!" class="img-responsive" style="max-width:100%;"/>
Day 16 [09:05:19] today was a good day! Was surprisingly happy despite being stressed about a levels. Friday tomorrow though :) canāt wait for the weekend !
![Day 16 [09:05:19] today was a good day! Was surprisingly happy despite being stressed about a levels. Friday tomorrow though :) canāt wait for the weekend !](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D6KXLcLXsAIC4in.jpg "Day 16 [09:05:19] today was a good day! Was surprisingly happy despite being stressed about a levels. Friday tomorrow though :) canāt wait for the weekend !")
Day 17 [10:05:19] today was fun, went out for a bit but then it rained so bad!! Now I am cold but itās cosy in bed! Party tomorrow so my mental health update mate be late
![Day 17 [10:05:19] today was fun, went out for a bit but then it rained so bad!! Now I am cold but itās cosy in bed! Party tomorrow so my mental health update mate be late](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D6PfbNzW4AAlTqQ.jpg "Day 17 [10:05:19] today was fun, went out for a bit but then it rained so bad!! Now I am cold but itās cosy in bed! Party tomorrow so my mental health update mate be late")
Day 18 [11:05:19] Had a good time at a friends party, didnāt get to sing boy with luv entirely but nevertheless it was a good time!
![Day 18 [11:05:19] Had a good time at a friends party, didnāt get to sing boy with luv entirely but nevertheless it was a good time!](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D6VNjxIWwAEBo_J.jpg "Day 18 [11:05:19] Had a good time at a friends party, didnāt get to sing boy with luv entirely but nevertheless it was a good time!")
Day 19 [12:05:19] this is late oops, felt a little sick last night, probably due to the party the day before but we will get better
![Day 19 [12:05:19] this is late oops, felt a little sick last night, probably due to the party the day before but we will get better](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D6c8OWLWsAAJn4H.jpg "Day 19 [12:05:19] this is late oops, felt a little sick last night, probably due to the party the day before but we will get better")
Day 20 [13:05:19] :( I donāt really know what to say for today, just wasnāt a great day, sigh
![Day 20 [13:05:19] :( I donāt really know what to say for today, just wasnāt a great day, sigh](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D6eyfYuW4AUkmw7.jpg "Day 20 [13:05:19] :( I donāt really know what to say for today, just wasnāt a great day, sigh")
Day 21 [14:05:19] today was better, Iām stressed as hell but I feel better at least, hope Iāll be happy soon!
Day 22 [15:05:19] I have one more normal day left of sixth form, and reflecting on this year itās made me sad, but in a good way, itās been a tough but enjoyable year, and Iām really going to miss this place, I wish more people at school didnāt hate the place, but so be it
![Day 22 [15:05:19] I have one more normal day left of sixth form, and reflecting on this year itās made me sad, but in a good way, itās been a tough but enjoyable year, and Iām really going to miss this place, I wish more people at school didnāt hate the place, but so be it](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D6pK1rUW0AoELi2.jpg "Day 22 [15:05:19] I have one more normal day left of sixth form, and reflecting on this year itās made me sad, but in a good way, itās been a tough but enjoyable year, and Iām really going to miss this place, I wish more people at school didnāt hate the place, but so be it")
Day 23 [16:05:19] yāall ever have days which are so boring? Today was one of those days where I couldnāt find any motivation https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="š" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy">
![Day 23 [16:05:19] yāall ever have days which are so boring? Today was one of those days where I couldnāt find any motivation https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable=](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D6uexzPWwAAP4Cb.jpg "Face with tears of joy")
" title="Day 23 [16:05:19] yāall ever have days which are so boring? Today was one of those days where I couldnāt find any motivation https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="š" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy">" class="img-responsive" style="max-width:100%;"/>
Day 24 [17:05:19] today was the ālast dayā at college but lessons are still on for the next month haha, was nice to go out and chill with my friends though, fun day
![Day 24 [17:05:19] today was the ālast dayā at college but lessons are still on for the next month haha, was nice to go out and chill with my friends though, fun day](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D6zmtdeW0AUnfbj.jpg "Day 24 [17:05:19] today was the ālast dayā at college but lessons are still on for the next month haha, was nice to go out and chill with my friends though, fun day")
Day 25 [18:05:19] I forgot to post this, oops.
But I think Iāve actually damaged my shoulder because itās still in agony and has been for a week now :(
![Day 25 [18:05:19] I forgot to post this, oops.But I think Iāve actually damaged my shoulder because itās still in agony and has been for a week now :(](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D69wIdHW4AEws0R.jpg "Day 25 [18:05:19] I forgot to post this, oops.But I think Iāve actually damaged my shoulder because itās still in agony and has been for a week now :(")
But I think Iāve actually damaged my shoulder because itās still in agony and has been for a week now :(
Day 26 [19:05:19] my A level exams begin on Tuesday and I am bricking it! I really really hope I do well, good luck to everyone tomorrow
![Day 26 [19:05:19] my A level exams begin on Tuesday and I am bricking it! I really really hope I do well, good luck to everyone tomorrow](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D69wZPpW4AAHnCx.jpg "Day 26 [19:05:19] my A level exams begin on Tuesday and I am bricking it! I really really hope I do well, good luck to everyone tomorrow")
Day 27 [20:05:18] Iāve missed loads so Iāmma catchup, Sunday was okay, just spent the day revising https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="š" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy">
![Day 27 [20:05:18] Iāve missed loads so Iāmma catchup, Sunday was okay, just spent the day revising https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable=](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D7KwslbXYAEoqLi.jpg "Face with tears of joy")
" title="Day 27 [20:05:18] Iāve missed loads so Iāmma catchup, Sunday was okay, just spent the day revising https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="š" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy">" class="img-responsive" style="max-width:100%;"/>
Day 28 [21:05:19] I had my first exam yesterday and it was history, it went ok, I hope https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="š" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy"> but thatās 1/7 down !
![Day 28 [21:05:19] I had my first exam yesterday and it was history, it went ok, I hope https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable=](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D7Kw-EIXoAEAOz6.jpg "Face with tears of joy")
but thatās 1/7 down !" title="Day 28 [21:05:19] I had my first exam yesterday and it was history, it went ok, I hope https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="š" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy"> but thatās 1/7 down !" class="img-responsive" style="max-width:100%;"/>
Day 29 [22:05:19] today was average, like I didnāt really do anything but little things just annoyed me i guess, hoping tomorrow is better
Day 30 [23:05:19] today had been a day to reflect on my life and Iām clearly struggling with something, I hope I get better and become happier again because I hate living life in a misery
![Day 30 [23:05:19] today had been a day to reflect on my life and Iām clearly struggling with something, I hope I get better and become happier again because I hate living life in a misery](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D7SjDoBW0AcVJuu.jpg "Day 30 [23:05:19] today had been a day to reflect on my life and Iām clearly struggling with something, I hope I get better and become happier again because I hate living life in a misery")
Day 31 [24:05:19] today I had a vaccine for when I go to Mexico and it didnāt hurt at first but now my arm kills!!!
![Day 31 [24:05:19] today I had a vaccine for when I go to Mexico and it didnāt hurt at first but now my arm kills!!!](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D7Xm3FrW0AEM0Ik.jpg "Day 31 [24:05:19] today I had a vaccine for when I go to Mexico and it didnāt hurt at first but now my arm kills!!!")
Day 32 [25:05:19] ONE WEEK UNTIL I SEE BTS!!!!!
Day 33 [26:05:19] this day brings back good memories, sheesh. Good day, had to drive to the city centre at 11pm to pick up my drunk parents lol thats was scary
Day 34 [27:05:19] thankfully I managed to get one more day of work in before the BTS concert so now I can afford food and merch https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="š¤" title="Hugging face" aria-label="Emoji: Hugging face">
![Day 34 [27:05:19] thankfully I managed to get one more day of work in before the BTS concert so now I can afford food and merch https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable=](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D7nKocXXoAAtQVu.jpg "Hugging face")
" title="Day 34 [27:05:19] thankfully I managed to get one more day of work in before the BTS concert so now I can afford food and merch https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="š¤" title="Hugging face" aria-label="Emoji: Hugging face">" class="img-responsive" style="max-width:100%;"/>
Day 35 [28:05:19] guess who finally did a bit of useful revision today https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="š
" title="Smiling face with open mouth and cold sweat" aria-label="Emoji: Smiling face with open mouth and cold sweat"> we work from this, plus I work best when I donāt have my family in the house
![Day 35 [28:05:19] guess who finally did a bit of useful revision today https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable=](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D7sRyraWsAA4BS5.jpg "Smiling face with open mouth and cold sweat")
we work from this, plus I work best when I donāt have my family in the house" title="Day 35 [28:05:19] guess who finally did a bit of useful revision today https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="š
" title="Smiling face with open mouth and cold sweat" aria-label="Emoji: Smiling face with open mouth and cold sweat"> we work from this, plus I work best when I donāt have my family in the house" class="img-responsive" style="max-width:100%;"/>
Day 36 [29:05:19] this is late because im sad, my football club just got embarrassed in a cup final and I wanted to post this today instead because I was so disappointed https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="š" title="Pensive face" aria-label="Emoji: Pensive face">
![Day 36 [29:05:19] this is late because im sad, my football club just got embarrassed in a cup final and I wanted to post this today instead because I was so disappointed https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable=](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D7zSEFhXkAAICZY.jpg "Pensive face")
" title="Day 36 [29:05:19] this is late because im sad, my football club just got embarrassed in a cup final and I wanted to post this today instead because I was so disappointed https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="š" title="Pensive face" aria-label="Emoji: Pensive face">" class="img-responsive" style="max-width:100%;"/>
Day 38 [30:05:19] didnāt really do much today but I saw BTS on tv so that was a bonus ! Only two more days until Iāll be seeing the boys !
Day 39 [31:05:19] last day of May, June can be a new month, I thought to myself that: āyou can miss the past all you like but, in the end itās history now, so instead of looking back look forward and create a better future and thus a better history in the long runā -_Jung_Cookie_
![Day 39 [31:05:19] last day of May, June can be a new month, I thought to myself that: āyou can miss the past all you like but, in the end itās history now, so instead of looking back look forward and create a better future and thus a better history in the long runā -_Jung_Cookie_](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D77xXQFX4AAuMVO.jpg "Day 39 [31:05:19] last day of May, June can be a new month, I thought to myself that: āyou can miss the past all you like but, in the end itās history now, so instead of looking back look forward and create a better future and thus a better history in the long runā -_Jung_Cookie_")
Day 40 [01:06:19] BTS today... what the heck, great scott, time to sleep and prepare for the biggest day of 2019 so far
![Day 40 [01:06:19] BTS today... what the heck, great scott, time to sleep and prepare for the biggest day of 2019 so far](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D8A75d2XYAA-c3m.jpg "Day 40 [01:06:19] BTS today... what the heck, great scott, time to sleep and prepare for the biggest day of 2019 so far")
Day 41: [02:06:19] I saw BTS today and WOW it was probably the highlight of my year and up there with my entire life.... I canāt believe I managed to see them at Englandās national stadium, dreams can come true...
![Day 41: [02:06:19] I saw BTS today and WOW it was probably the highlight of my year and up there with my entire life.... I canāt believe I managed to see them at Englandās national stadium, dreams can come true...](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D8K7aFpW4AEh42c.jpg "Day 41: [02:06:19] I saw BTS today and WOW it was probably the highlight of my year and up there with my entire life.... I canāt believe I managed to see them at Englandās national stadium, dreams can come true...")
