How i found out my nigga was a double adapter
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So it was just after winter when i met bae
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https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="π" title="Smiling face with heart-shaped eyes" aria-label="Emoji: Smiling face with heart-shaped eyes">. I was from the library since i had exams in 3 weeks, yoh after a long day i bump into this light skinned brother.. he& #39;s cute bakithi
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https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="π" title="Smiling face with heart-shaped eyes" aria-label="Emoji: Smiling face with heart-shaped eyes">i can& #39;t breathe. Then he approached me..
He doesn& #39;t call immediately that evening but called first thing the next day. And my feelings switched off. Thinking he& #39;s a njandini...
Next day life goes on phela.. as I& #39;m bathing i get a call.. it& #39;s a 074... unsaved. "Haibo, se imani lowa cell c?" I ask myself,
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It& #39;s him
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https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="π" title="Smiling face with heart-shaped eyes" aria-label="Emoji: Smiling face with heart-shaped eyes"> june-july e nketsang? Phela he was fine. Me: hello
Him: Hi, you speaking to ****, we met maobane at Krugersdorp.
Me: oh hello there
(I& #39;m blushing phela"
How are you?
Him: I& #39;m okay. Sorry I took long to call,I was actually on my way to work,I just got home.
Him: Hi, you speaking to ****, we met maobane at Krugersdorp.
Me: oh hello there
(I& #39;m blushing phela"
How are you?
Him: I& #39;m okay. Sorry I took long to call,I was actually on my way to work,I just got home.
Me: it& #39;s okay.
Him: I& #39;d love to see you later today, if you& #39;re not busy..
Okay.. to cut things short, me and him dated about after a month of lunch dates and phone calls.
Him: I& #39;d love to see you later today, if you& #39;re not busy..
Okay.. to cut things short, me and him dated about after a month of lunch dates and phone calls.
Now comes the day i went for i sleep over...
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https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="π" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy"> i did. Was set phela
I get to his place. He cooked. We did the deed... yohhh haikhona
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Months pass and i now have a shelve ka wardrobe ya yena
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Okay.. the day i started to have doubts. Opened his side ye wardrobe. I never opened it but that day i was looking for a towel.. then i find lubricants he& #39;s never used on me...
I sat down. Crying. I don& #39;t understand what& #39;s going on but I& #39;m sure lenja is cheating.
I was so stunned. First thing that came to mind was that this guy wa feba.. wa mfebela. Kedi lube tsa eng
Okay fine. I gather myself. I redo my make up and wait for him. He comes back and, i pretend all is well. We cook and he says he wants to introduce a series to me. The name of the series is SHAMELESS
Anyone ever watched SHAMELESS ? It& #39;s nice. Very nice series.. but now, the series confirmed something to me. Made sense actually
While watching... well a few weeks after. We were watching and a part about one of the characters who was secretly sleeping with men came up.. and my baes fav character was who? The same guy
Hai
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Hai
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Hau... okay. Over a few months I& #39;m stressed. This guy only insists on doggy style
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https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="π" title="Eyes" aria-label="Emoji: Eyes"> it got too much for me the doubts/suspicion grows. I now follow SHAMELESS so to connect the dots
One day. He was bathing his phone rang . I check and it& #39;s a guy named Sam. Ngithi ai okay ke it& #39;s his buddy. I answer
U guy athi who are you? I& #39;m Charlene, ****is bathing. Can i take a message. Sam: tell him his boyfriend called
My gosh... I didn& #39;t hear this kahle. Maybe he meant guy friend. I& #39;m sweating. No longer horny at that point
My heart is skipping beats... he& #39;s still in the shower phelaa... another thing i didn& #39;t understand
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Okay sharp i gather myself and wait for him to come back... he finally comes back wrapped in a towel... another thing i didn& #39;t understand was the fact that he used gentle magic, that green liquid stuff..
He can tell I am not okay... he asks me what& #39;s wrong. I& #39;m answering him in my head. "What& #39;s wrong is Sam"
I said im fine... I didn& #39;t know if i was over reacting or njani. But I& #39;m scared. What it Sam comes and moer me
I tell him i want Stella. He asks me if i am in the mood na. The mood i was in was a different mood. I had seen a guy a shapiwa ke gay and yamo ravaza... I& #39;m scared.
3 Stella longtom down now I& #39;m tipsy and scared. I finish the rest ... he says lets finish season 5 of SHAMELESS
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I am annoyed. I& #39;m thinking it must also be Sams fav series.
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https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="π" title="Broken heart" aria-label="Emoji: Broken heart">. I watch him as he searches the HDMI. Okay he kisses me but I not on planrt earth. I& #39;m bored
Then his phone rings... he looks at it and looks at me and i look at him like
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He answers and you can tell his heart is about to stop. Sam isn& #39;t really nice on the other side.. I& #39;m minding my own business. He hangs up. I swallow hard and i ask him " was that your boyfriend?"
My what???
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He doesn& #39;t answer me. I yell. I speak Xitsonga. Bae is Sotho phela so now im on some "makendze ya nwak awu nyumi no nyuma ku panyuzela vavanuna kuloni?"
He doesn& #39;t answer me
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I am so upset
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I take my drink. I am crying. He& #39;s not saying anything. Then after a while he says to me " Charlene, I love you ". I didn& #39;t hear anything he said cause i want the truth.. is he cheating?
His phone rings.. he ignores. It rings till i decided to go to the kitchen... I hear him answer and he& #39;s also yelling at whoever called. It& #39;s his baby momma.. yhuuu
I came back and sat next to him.. I am now ready. Nayi susa.. loko ku fiwa aku fiwi.. no way im going home mus its late.. swantswa kunyiwa
Me: wena uni endla nyopfi....
Him: Love you know ake understand your language.
At that moment i just wanna kill him
Him: Love you know ake understand your language.
At that moment i just wanna kill him
Okay so after like what seems like an hour of arguing. We hear a knock. I continue to yell.. he hesitates but ends up opening and ngizwa phaaaa.. yi mpama. And it& #39;s another male voice i don& #39;t know. Yoh my heart. Im so scared ngithi kuyanyiwa Sam is here
So I am over there scared and pissed. I walk closer and it& #39;s very masculine figure
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I didn& #39;t react. I wasn& #39;t about to react, lest i get a heavy slap. Sam is very angry and is shouting. My guy is not saying much just that "can we talk later? I am sorry"
Sam now tells me i can havr him and he& #39;s going to do the same to me. He& #39;s going to give me Sti& #39;s
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I don& #39;t say anything. I& #39;m in tears. My sweetheart is nt even defending me while his bae is insulting me calling me a fat bitch
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Finally, Sam walks out. I can tell that behind that pissed off face, he& #39;s hurt. Kahle kahle who is being cheated on la? Mina or im the onr o thubang metse?
They are both outside. Then my nigga comes back. I& #39;m crying and he tries to hug me
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He hugs me tighter
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I sat there for a while and asked him why he didn& #39;t tell me he was gay.. he justified everything by saying he& #39;s bisexual. I didn& #39;t understand. We sat down and demanded an explanation.
In my mind all i can think of ke di sexually transmitted infections that Sam mentioned. I& #39;m scared... now i feel like an idiot. But we did get tested kodwa still. He brings me a cup of rooibos and says he& #39;s sorry. And starts talking
Sam and i have been together for 3 years but things got complicated and i started finding happiness outside. Me: soβ» all along you were playing me? While you& #39;re sleeping with men? Im so hurt.
I am so hurt. Ntse kele sidechick all along. I& #39;m crying and i just wanna home. As if it wasn& #39;t enough, he still thinks we are going forward with the relationship. He says he& #39;ll changr, he loves me
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He kisses me. I& #39;m still crying. And i go to bed. I tossed and turned all night...how was i tp sleep?