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By the grace of God and the Holy Spirit, I think I’m finally getting over my crush, however I don’t know what to do with my life now??? I feel like a newly divorced woman
I spend almost 3 years having this crush. A whole 2 years was a stagnant part of the process where I never talked to him but admired him from afar and hoped that one day he would see me and like me back
And then the past 6 months, we became friendly (not flirty) but genuinely friends and he never hit one me once, which makes me realize that he probably admires me, but only platonically
Also he has a gf and he has never once said anything disrespectful and I really admire that about him
And I felt like this crush has lasted so long because I’ve never felt the way about anyone the way I felt about him, and being with him would have made me the happiest girl on the planet and I guess I really wanted that happiness and I really wanted him
And I know everyone says you’ll eventually find someone who is right for you, but I don’t think I’ll ever find anyone who makes me feel the way he does
I’m not “over” him. I still like him. I don’t know if I have him on a pedestal too high, but I think he’s the closest thing to a perfect person. He’s everything I would want in a boyfriend.
But I’ve finally accepted that we will never be together and that he will never like me the way I like him, and truth be told, I think every deserves their love and energy to be reciprocated. And I’ve accepted that that’s not going to happen.
Thanks for coming to my ted talk. 
