CarSon rewatch thread, I guess? 2014 affair onward? Skipping around because I should be doing other things

"Wrong is right for us!"

"If Josslyn grows up to be brave and smart like her mother, that's a beautiful thing."

"You don't know what you need, Carly."

Sonny I'm so glad he pulled her out of that Cranco trash and got her back.

Sonny showing up at Carly's door with that pizza. The key to her heart

"Is this how you're expanding your legitimate business?"
"Yeah, I'm starting a paper route too."

Her face

"What boyfriend?" SAME

"Aren't you gonna tip me?"

Sonny talking her into them sharing the pizza. All like 'I'm hungry and it's pouring rain.'

"Make yourself useful." Oh, he will.

I wish I could stop laughing

"Is that a challenge?"
"Oh god don't, don't even start with the dimples, don't even try that! Oh, you're kidding me!"
"When you're defensive, you're cute when you know that I'm right. Your eyes even start to sparkle, they get more blue"

I can't

"Sonny, wrong gets us into really bad trouble and it causes us unbearable pain."
"You didn't look like you were in a lot of pain when I kissed you."

He keeps pushing every button, happy sigh.

"You didn't give up on me. You know why? Because you knew you were right and you were gonna save me from myself. And now it's my turn."
"And I know you think you're saving me from myself, but-"
"No, I know I'm saving you, but you're too damn stubborn to admit it."

HE GETS HER.

"When I showed up here, I knew exactly what I was doing and what I wanted."

"I want you."

"We're doomed as lovers, but as friends, we're perfect."

Carly in denial is one of the craziest things 'cause she really reaches deep for it. They only burn everything around them when they refuse to stop being stubborn long enough to work things out.

Now they're all grown up.

"We have chemistry, Sonny. If anything, we've always had too much chemistry."
"And that's a problem for you?"

It's not a problem for me. I need some popcorn.

"I care about you, so if you love him like you say you do, nothing I do would get to you. My kiss wouldn't get to you. You wouldn't get flustered. You wouldn't feel this pull that we have between us. You're feeling it right now."

WHERE WAS THIS WHEN SHE WAS ENGAGED TO JAXASS?

"You really believe that you are that wonderful, that you're that irresistible, and what you are is that arrogant."

Look how honest she is with him, even when she's denying her feelings. And Sonny being Sonny won't deny his "bad" traits. Cartrash could never.

I'm really quoting this whole scene.

"You're not gonna come in here and sweep me off my feet. It's not gonna happen because I know you, Sonny. I know how you operate. I'm immune."

SURE, JAN.

"So I'm gonna answer your question. I haven't thought about that kiss. No, I didn't feel a connection. You haven't been on my mind. It's as if the kiss never happened."

"Just... for some reason, I just don't -- I don't believe that."

:')

"I even dreamt about it, and I can't stop thinking about it, and I can't stop thinking about you."

I love everything about this scene. Everything.

"Just tell me to go."
"Go."
"Just tell me to go."
"Go!"
He starts walking away and she calls out his name.
"Sonny, I want you to stay. I want you to stay."

I've seen this so many times and yet, I'm combusting.

Why can't I find my saved gifs of this??

He ripped that shirt off and smashed that photo to the ground. I'm living.

"Wow."
"Wow is right."
"That was the same."
"It was also different."
"Yeah."

HIM KISSING HER SHOULDER

"Really, you're gonna flirt with me?"
"Yeah."
"I'm standing here, freaking out, and you're just gonna flirt with me?"

That kiss he pulls her in for For someone who was freaking out, she really wasn't pulling away for anything until "did you hear something?" And even then-

She really told him to hide

Sonny was really enjoying himself, but nothing like an AJ mention to kill the mood.

Bobbie

"I went out the window." I would've wanted to see that.

"You better decide what we just did in the bed -- you want to keep doing that every night?"
Yeah, yeah she does.

"You gonna tell me you didn't feel the pull? You don't feel anything right now, like we've always felt?"

Every time he kisses her, her brain shorts out

"Sonny showed up, and it started to rain..."
"Who cares what the weather was doing?"
"And then Fr*nco called and said he couldn't come home. He was stuck in an elevator. And I don't know. We started drinking wine."
"Oh, you and Sonny, drinking wine..."

Bobbie

"You do seem a little lost. And you have for a while. Ever since..."
"Don't stop there. Just say it, you know. Ever since Jason died."

And Sonny helped her find herself again.

"You are so cocky, you know that? As if I'm here because I can't resist you. I've been resisting you for years, Sonny."
"If you wanted me all these years, you should have just said something."

"I always knew Bobbie liked me, even from the beginning."

Help

"We just got to be a little more careful next time."

They were going in

"You're standing there, and you want to fight. And I'm not gonna fight with you, so that means the only person you're fighting with is yourself."
"I'm out of here."
"See you next time." Sonny

Lulu's missing and Sonny's just trying to comfort her

Carly stays freaking out and Sonny stays unbothered

"Sooner or later, you're gonna realize that you made a mistake. When you do, I'll be here."

Freako: Stay away from my girlfriend.
Sonny: BITCH, YOU WOULDA THOUGHT.

CARSON AND THEIR BOYS, I'M FINE. I MISS MORGAN.

Sonny won't let her live

Kiki couldn't creep around to save her life. And now she's dead. Too soon?

All of these kisses

"I don't like that -- that Kiki overheard, because I know it makes you feel worse."
"It does."
"And I kissed you because, you know... I was just trying -- trying to make you feel better, that's all."
"Sonny."

SOFT

"Hey, Carly. Can you not go?"

Carly whispering his name before he kisses her, yeahhh no, she really doesn't believe that, Sonny. Damn Rocco for interrupting

"Remember when Morgan was his age? He had a set of lungs on him, and crying so loud, and the only one that can calm him down was you."

SOBBING.

Sonny watching Carly with baby Rocco

"Told you so."

LAURA/CARLY AND BABIES

CarSon's excuse for seeing each other: "we have kids together."

Well thanks to SORAS, they're some grown ass kids, try another excuse like I don't know, the truth...

"I just, I like it when we're on the same team."
"Conspiring about kidnapping and murder?"
"Call me sentimental."

I really love them

CarSon talking about Jason, thinking he was dead. They really missed him.

"Hey, you know what, if I can't comfort you about Jason, then who can?"

"I love you too much to see you hurt like that."
"It's nice to hear you say those words."
"As though I had to."

"I can't lose you, Michael! You understand?" Oooof.

Ugh that god awful necklace. They really had her wearing that thing all the time.

"I think I liked it better when you two were fighting. You both together like this is a force of nature."
That's my ship.

Even their fights are so, so good.

"When the chips are down, we can count on each other 'cause we -- that's who we are. We always end up together. Because we're stronger together than we are apart."

"You must know this is going to be a disaster."
"Maybe, but... it's gonna be a beautiful one."

Sonny kissing Carly's bare shoulder when she's wrapped in nothing but a sheet or a throw or whatever is my aesthetic.

"Look at us! We can't even keep our hands off each other in our son's apartment."

Amazing.

"You may know his bad habits and his history, but he's not part of you. You know what I mean? Have you ever lost yourself with him -- so lost that you don't know where he stops and you begin? You don't have that with him. You had that with me."

"We can fight this forever. You know, the bottom line is what we've got -- it's -- it's deep love. Nothing can touch it."

"Sonny & I are done."
"More or less done than after the 1st time you got married...or the 2nd or the 3rd or the 4th?"
"That is not fair."
"More or less done than when you cheated on Jax w/ Sonny?"
"That was an emotional time, mom."
"It's always an emotional time b/w you & Sonny."

so much for me skipping around

it's 5am, what am i doing with my life?

"You did it in your own son's apartment?!"

oh right, i'm being entertained

Listening to Carly defend the freak is SO WRONG. Never ever should've happened.

JOSS'S CORN COSTUME

ugh minor jaxass proppage

"I'd even take Uncle Sonny."
Carly's face

CRYING AGAIN

"Oh my god, if one more person tells me how I should or shouldn't feel, I am going to scream."
"Ohhh. So that's it. Someone other than me has noticed that you're secretly lusting after Sonny."

OLIVIA

"Every morning, I wake up thinking, you know, "Today's gonna be the day that I don't miss him so much... or I don't need him so much." But it doesn't work like that when you had a friendship like we had."

Jarly feels i'm just ignoring her scene partner here

"Jason saw through me every time. You know, whatever lies I told, whatever disasters I made, I-I took them to Jason so he could fix them. And he never judged me, and he always told me the truth. "

i'm just realizing i'm so close to watching her count to 10 I'M FINE

THE phone call. H E L P. AND THIS SONG.

SHE WANTED TO SAY SHE LOVES HIM TOO, BUT SHE COULDN'T.

"Mommy? Are you okay?"
SHE'S NOT. AND I'M NOT.

HERE, HAVE SOME FEELINGS BECAUSE I AM IN PAIN. Gonna stop here for now before it all goes down and he sacrifices himself for her and ugh i love them so much

sidenote: to this day, their phones look fake as hell, FIX IT

"I know you don't like ******, you may never like ******."
"Yeah, well, they can't all be dad."

Michael always shipped them The aftermath of all this was just

I'm on a Carly scenes playlist & I need to find the scene where Michael says he wanted them back together again

Josslyn being older than Spencer is a crime. Age him and tell Joss everything. Cause she really thinks jaxass is so wonderful

What even was this plot? The only decent thing about it was my CarSon reunion.

The tumor excuse is so bullshit. Guza, come back and kill him again, please.

Say what you will about Carly covering everything up, but she did have the best intentions in regard to Michael.

The evolution of Carly and Dante

CARLY AND MORGAN

CRYING FOREVER

Everyone loves Carly and Michael's relationship, and I do too, but Morgan and Carly are severely underrated. At the end of the day, Morgan never held Carly's faults against her the way Michael did. Even when Michael was little, he'd so easily turn on her when upset.

"I know what you and Shawn were planning. You were gonna kill Franco before the wedding. I wish you had succeeded.

WE ALL DO.

"I was too headstrong, too arrogant... & too afraid to lose what I had with you."
""Had"? You're saying it's over between us?"
"I don't want it to be. It's just, look at us. Look where we're at, you know, at what we've done to our family."

This is fine.

"The night before I was supposed to marry Franco, you said something to me. Do you remember? You said you loved me. I love you, too. And I should -- I should have told you. I love you, Sonny."
"I love you, too. But sometimes... love just isn't enough."

"I don't ever want to believe that there can never be something between us, but... we always knew that we would end in disaster, and not just for ourselves, but for our kids, as well, so...:

That sigh, ugh mood.

She's saying sorry for all the things she did, for betraying their family, and all she needs to hear is that he accepts her apology and then he does and tells her to not blame herself because he doesn't blame her at all and I'm fine.

Michael waxing poetic over AJ. Pathetic. AJ was garbage. This was all some bullshit

Michael's completely done with CarSon and yet, they're not being the slightest bit vindictive towards him. Because that's their son and they just want him to be okay. Ava stans are shaking.

"Are you okay?"
"I've never been better. I hate that I dragged you into this. I'm worried about you."
"You didn't drag me into this. I'm here because I wanted to protect my family."

I'm so glad I don't have to listen to people refer to her as Ms. Jacks anymore. Dark times.

"The only place you're going is home."

Michael like this over AJ's worthless ass still stumps me to this day.

Carly telling Michael that Jason gave him his name. I mean, his initial last name was Morgan, but yeah, Jason named him for Sonny. You'd think Michael would've changed his entire name He might as well have

Michael only knew what AJ told him, but AJ's the one who got AJ where he was. And yeah, the Q's really did act like Michael was a piece of property.

Michael really does have those dumbass AJ genes. He couldn't have been raised by CarSaSon and ended up as stupid as he is

"That's the kind of person you are and that's the kind of person I never wanna be."

Did he just avoid mirrors at all costs in the months following this, 'cause...

"I appreciate that you're trying to protect me, but you should know by now, you don't have to do that."

She knows him so well.

"I still remember the night that you showed up to take me and Michael out of that house and I swore he'd never go back."
Oooof, good times.

"Our kids are the best of us."

"I know Michael's not my blood, but he's more than that."

They're completely flawed, they sometimes jump to rash decisions and make strings of bad choices, but they love their kids, they're always present, and they've given them all they could.

"Go home and be with your family."
"You're my family too. I don't wanna leave you."
"I'll be okay."

I miss Patrick Drake.

The way they wrote Carly after Jason "died" has always pissed me off because she never would've given up on him. It was poor writing all in the name of JaSam. But okay.

Carly was in love with Avery from the very start

"The man should've been able to keep his pants on." You'd think, but shit plot.

A fucking crypt. Trash.

Everything but the CarSon reunion was garbage. So much of it was beyond OOC. But hey, CarSon yet again reminding each other who they are at heart? Fine, okay.

"if there's one thing I've learned (...), it's that you & Sonny are never over. I know Sonny might be in jail for what could be the rest of his life, but I also know you, & some way, somehow, you'll figure it out. You always do."

When the whole town knows your ship is endgame

Sonny's covered in bruises and Carly's in full protective mode, all worried about him, and she just wants to touch him..... I need someone to hold me because I know what's coming and I'm never ready.

"I care more about your safety than your pride, Sonny."

He's the only person who could immediately bring her back down to the ground when she's like this.

"The next time I come back here, I hope I have good news for you."
"I don't want you to come back."
Here we go.

"You got to tell Michael you ended things & you don't want to see me again."
"You want me to tell Michael another lie?"
"Whatever it takes. Tell him you made a huge mistake in throwing in with me again, you don't know why you did it-"
"I didn't make a mistake. I made a decision."

She's ready for a fight. And so is he.

"Carly, I can't tell you how much it means to me that you allowed me to spend all that time with Michael. I'm not talking about this past year. I'm talking about the whole time."
"Why are you talking like it's over?"

"Because the most important thing right now is for you to save your relationship with Michael. So you've got to do whatever you need to do. He's hurt so much, & you've hurt, too, because of me."

"It's a silver lining."
How dare they make me laugh for a sec while making me sad?

"But what about us? I love you. I love you, & I know you love me. What about that? It's very noble of you to try & help me get Michael back. Sonny, we love each other."
"Yeah, we do, but what does that mean? I got nothing to offer you. I can't--I don't want you tied to me."

"I don't care what you want. I love you. And if you think I'm gonna turn my back on you when you need me the most, you are out of your damn mind."
"I'm in here for life. And you know what that means? That means that we can't have one together."
"Don't say that, okay?"

"So, the truth is, you need to let me go. Find somebody else."
"You are an idiot, or you're blind or stupid like I was. Don't you get it, Sonny? I don't want anyone but you."

"You are the only man I want."
"You've thought that before, and you've gotten over it."
"I'm serious, Sonny."
"That's what makes you so great -- 'cause you love with your whole heart."

"I can't believe that we spent years apart when we should've been together, Sonny."
"I think we needed those years to find our way back to us."

MY FREAKING HEART

"I turned my back on you (...) I'm never gonna make that mistake again--not now, not ever. I love you too much for that."

(Forever angry over how they wrote CarSon after Morgan's death ughhh)

"What about next year? And the year after that? In 10 years from now, what're you gonna do? You gonna come visit me once a week?"
"Yeah, I am, 'cause if that's all I get, I will take it."

Carly really is THAT woman. That's her ride or die.

"You're still young, you're beautiful. I don't want you to spend the rest of your life alone."
"I won't be alone, Sonny. I will have you. I mean, hell, most women would jump at the chance to be in a relationship with a man they only had to see once a week."

Caaaarlyyyyy

"Why would I want you waiting for me, growing old? That's not gonna make the situation better. You got to make this easy for me."
"How am I supposed to do that? What do you want me to do? Do you want me just to forget about you? Because that's not gonna happen."

"So, what? Am I just supposed to pretend that you're dead?"
"Whatever works."
"That's really what you want me to do? You really want me to turn my back on you?"
"Yes."

He's putting up that front, but this is tearing him apart. I am: fine.

Carly just wants them all to be whole again. She's so determined. My baby.

"You're not listening, Carly. I'm no longer an option. For Michael or for you."
"I get to choose my own options, Sonny."

Yeah, tell him

"You need to find someone else who's gonna be good to you, who's gonna love you as much as I do, make you as happy as I do, and, you know, treat you great and the whole thing."
"That's crap, and you know it."

Let me tell you, there are unintelligible sounds coming out of me.

"After months of you telling me that we belonged together, that nothing can keep us apart, that we would always find our way back to each other, you now want to hand me over to some hypothetical man who's better for me? Forget it! It's not gonna happen. I am not letting you go."

"You don't have a choice."
"The hell I don't. I will keep coming up here, and I will see you."
"But I don't have to see you, and I won't."

"If you set foot in here again, I'm gonna decline the visit."
"You wouldn't do that."
"The only freedom I have in here is to choose who I will see and who I won't. And I'm not gonna see you."

Just have the scene because I am incapable-

Reunion flashbacks. I AM FINE.

"If it's meant to be, they'll find a way back to each other."
"I used to think that we would last forever."
"We had a hell of a run."
"Exceptionally good."
"Well, a lot of things got in the way."
"We got in our way."

YES YOU DID.

Carly is me

"AJ was a drunk, okay? He was a one-man wrecking crew who left destruction wherever he went. The night he was shot, Sonny walked in on him trying to strangle a woman w/ his bare hands & legally, that would be considered mitigating circumstances"

Louder for the people in the back

"If Sonny went to trial, he could've walked. But instead, he pled guilty. You know why he pled guilty? To save me from being charged with obstruction of justice."
"Yeah, really can't blame the man for trying to save you."

"I can. Because I was willing to take my chances, and Sonny didn't give me that choice. He didn't, because Sonny did what he wanted to do, and Sonny always does what he wants to do, and he's been doing that since I met him, but this time he's wrong. Okay?"

She's spinning

'He's trying to be noble. Which is crazy, bc Sonny, he's not noble. Brave, yes. Ruthless, absolutely. Arrogant, loyal, selfish, infuriating--all of the above. But this idea that he's trying to sacrifice himself-that's just crazy bc Sonny doesn't do that. That's not who Sonny is.'

"I don't listen to anybody. Neither does Sonny. You know, that's why we were always -- or one of the reasons we were so perfect for each other."

The past tense is killing me. I need a drink too, Carly.

"Make all the threats you want, I can handle it. But if you threaten another member of my family -- and that includes Ava's baby, I will kill you. Do you understand? I will wipe your twisted soul off this earth, and I won't hire out the job, I'll do it myself."

Carly

CARLY, MORGAN, AND BABY AVERY

The situation is so fucked up, but LOOK.

"Come here, my girl. Hello."
THAT'S AVERY'S MOMMY, OKAY? OKAY.

It was all well and cute until Michael shows up.

"You're being a vindictive asshole."
I really freaking miss Morgan, omg.

"Why wouldn't you do what he wanted? Why didn't you lie?"
"Because I love your father. God, there are times that I wish I didn't, but I do, and I'm not gonna deny that anymore."

don't mind me sobbing because carly and morgan

don't mind me sobbing because carly and morgan pt 2

"Bad things happen fast, and we have to live through them slow. Big emotions take some time to sort through."

I LOVE PARALLELS.

"You're never relieved when your kid's hurting. And one day, when you're older and you're with someone you love and the time is right, you're gonna have a child of your own and you'll understand completely. You will."

I-- this.... PAIN.

"You know, he's really lucky to have you looking after his family."
"They're my family too. Including that little girl."

I live for Carly's Ric hate

That throw in Jarly line, lol bye.

I'm avoiding tweeting about the Jake Doe stuff, clearly. I'm just so tired of Drew now, I have no energy. That's it for 2014. Goodnight.