Thanks for everything, guys! A lot of appreciation goes out to everyone that& #39;s been part of my journey here on youtube. I& #39;ve had a lot of crazy experiences that I never would have been able to without you guys.
For a long time I& #39;ve been growing increasingly unhappy with my position as a public figure (if you can call it that). It was so sad to me that after realizing my childhood dream I still wasn& #39;t happy. My take away is that dreams change and im excited to discover the next one.
Thank you to everyone who watched my videos when they were feeling down. I did it for you! To everyone who was part of my streams: You guys rock and I hope you stay cool.
The saddest part of all of this to me isn& #39;t not being a "youtuber" anymore. It& #39;s the understanding that people I loved, and spent many wonderful(and not so wonderful) days with actually didn& #39;t care about me.
In my mind The Pals started when Denis and I met at 12. He was my best growing up. Today when I was kicked out of what we started he didn& #39;t even call me, or say anything to me at all. None of The Pals have said anything to me at all other than a message saying I& #39;ve been removed.