Some people ask me why I have such an unwavering belief that #Tawan_V and #Newwiee love each other as more than friends, even if they are not in a relationship and even if they pursue relationships with other people.

In this thread, I'll explain it.

#TayNew #โพก้า #polca #เตนิว

I had many friends in my life, some very very close. But the only one with whom I ever behave like Tay and New behave with each other was the one with whom I fell in love with and never admitted. We never went past friendship until we both separated forcibly.

We bickered as cats & dogs, but we wouldn't separate for the world. We loved each other to pieces. All of our friends tried to push us into a relationship because everyone saw it was more than friendship. People who didn't know us always thought we were boyfriend and girlfriend.

But I never dared to confess because I thought he didn't like me the same way. I just stood by and watched him date many girls, including some of my friends. Today, looking back, I'm certain he liked me too. But I couldn't see it then, maybe because I was a child. I was only 16.

Nevertheless, I see me and him in #TayNew. It's the same. Exactly the same. It looks the same and it feels the same. I know what I'm seeing when I look at them. I know painfully well.

I was too young and I moved away, so me and my friend were forcibly separated. We were never together in a moment when both of us were mature enough to deal with the situation. TayNew's situation is very different from mine. Very, very different.

Maybe they will have their happy ending, if my gut feeling is correct. But maybe not, and it's okay. They can be happy in other paths as well, it doesn't mean their love is any weaker. I just hope that if I am right, they will give it a try.

What they have is pure magic. They have people all over the world enchanted by the realness of their feelings. And I know I CAN be wrong, but I don't think I am. But at the same time, I don't have the right to claim my opinion as the absolute truth. So I just sit back and watch.

What we have to understand is that:
1. Our gut feeling might be wrong, ofc.
2. Even if our gut feeling is right, it doesn't mean they will ever dare to take the next step for several reasons.

I always believe in my guts and I'll always believe their love runs deeper than friendship, but I don't expect them to be together. That's why I don't get mad when something like the drama from the past two weeks happens.

I just accept it because it doesn't mean necessarily that my gut feeling is wrong, it only means they chose a different path. They can love each other to pieces and be with other people. That's just how life is. Not everyone that loves each other ends up together.

We have to understand that life is not a romance. It's not a novel. Things don't go smoothly and perfectly. They are complicated and messy and they don't always have the happy ending we are waiting for. But it also doesn't mean it is all angst.

They will live their lives, collect the rewards and pay the price for their choices, just like everybody else. Just like I did. We can't force anything. We just have to support them nevertheless and hope that if they feel the way we think they feel, they will give it a chance,

Because it's beautiful!

And if they don't, then I wish them all the best and all the hapiness in the world. But I'll die believing they love each other as more than friends. And that's that.

Sorry for the long ass thread. But I had to let this out of my chest!