y’all so i followed this cute guy on insta a few days ago and then i told my bff about him and she was like “oh i know him!” so we both added him on sc. she has class with him and then today he was like “so whats your best friends name?” and she was like “sara” and +

then she explained that me and him were mutuals on insta and that they have class together blah blah blah. still have no idea why he asked for my name. or how he knows were bffs because we don’t post about each other. the last pic we have together is in august.

also, the other day I posted this full body pic on instagram (i’m really insecure about my body because i’m overweight) and he liked the picture??? idk i was shook.

I just snapchatted him.. someone please take my phone away. he’s probably NOT gonna reply and imma be depressed af

so he replied. and now we are kinda just chatting i think? i don’t actually know.

he asked me my name ??

even if he doesn’t like me like me, i’m down to be friends bc hes so nice omg

he was like “i’m going to bed. it was cool talking to you.” and i was like “it was cool talking to you too. maybe we can talk again. goodnight.” yeah he didn’t reply. i should have just said goodnight

i posted on snapchat a pic of my psych notes and was like “psychology is so fun” and he slid up and wad like “Agreed” okay then help me bc i’m failing

so we are talking about the weather and i was like “it was hailing earlier “ and he goes “danggggg” and i said “yeahhhh. it was a hail of a good time” someone take my phone now

we have been talking for over 24 hours y’all. the simulation is glitching

lowkey feel like i’m annoying him but idk

okay SO. i posted a selfie on my story and had a tag thing that said “forever alone” and was like “depressing but true” and he slid up and was like “not true” WHAT

now he’s telling me that hes more of a handful than me. wanna bet

he said that his ex gf pulled crazy stunts on him and i was like “good thing i’m not crazy” i regret it

we have been talking for a few days and getting to know each other and i really hope he doesn’t break my heart because i really like him

he told me he went to this bar (hes 21) and i said it sounded fun and he was like “no. please tell me ‘no’ next time i try to go “ lmao okay

hes at work rn so i said ill talk to him after he gets off is he wants and he said “okay bet!” now we gotta see if he actually wants to talk to me

okay but can he get off already bc i miss him

sksks i was outside the library talking to my mom and he apparently seen me because he snapped me and asked me if i was close to the library. i legit never seen him. omg

I went and got chickfila after class and then like 30 minutes later he snaps me and says “chickfila finally!” wow we never gonna meet huh

he says he’s 5’9 and that worries me bc idk how tall i am but i’m at least 5’6..

me bc his name just popped up on my lock screen

he just asked me if he could be honest with me and me not judge him so apparently he cares about what i think about him.

he is now my second best friend on snapchat and we have a streak. lmao getting somewhere

okay so you know how you can view someones snap score? well his went up two because i sent him a pic and he sent one back. and mine legit said “i need motivation to do my homework” and his reply was “stable family in the future” and i’m so freaking confused

oH he said thats my motivation to do my homework.

he’s honestly the sweetest guy i’ve ever met. i don’t deserve him omg

the fact that we’ve been talking a week straight, makes me happy af

i hope i don’t hype this up and then he breaks my heart

i snapchatted him my streak pic and he replied that he didn’t wanna come to campus today so i said he skipped yesterday so he can’t skip again and then he was like “it got canceled anyways” “i’m getting ready” my impact i’m glad he listens to me

bout to ask him to get chickfila tomorrow. i’m SCARED

he said yes

he just asked me if he could call me so then we talked for 15 minutes. awe

just finished our “date” .. i think it went okay but he probably didn’t so idk

he was like “i’m gonna pay for yours” and i was like “see i was gonna pay for you!” and he kept saying “no” so he paid and then he walked me to work afterwards. idk i like him but the feeling is probably not mutual

dude smelt so good. like my jacket smells like him and i legit just stood by him

i still smell like him and i’ve changed jackets . i need perfume that lasts this long

i’m attached

hes going to a concert tonight with his friend thats a girl and ngl, it worries me.

i feel like he just wants to be friends which is cool i guess but i’m so into him that its gonna hurt when he doesn’t wanna date

he asked me what i was doing and i was like “attempting to get my life together but doin homework. about to have a breakdown ” and he replies “noooooo its okay” is it though ?

he deserves a great girlfriend not a depressed one. i hope he finds her one day

we are currently talking about how clingy partners are better bc at least they care . uhhh i’m clingy af. so love me back

hes currently at a concert . i hope he replies afterwards or calls me or something bc it feels weird not talking to him

he just snapped me

i asked him if he was driving back home tonight and he said “idk yet” . i know i’m not ya gf but pls don’t stay the night with that girl...

i feel like hes gonna end up not liking me back and ngl, it hurts. i feel like i annoy him ... idk my anxiety is causing me to overthink this again...

i told him i was bored and had no where to go to do anything and he goes “Literally no limits Sara” ... my heart literally stopped seeing him type my name. so glad he spelt it right

he just snapped me and was like “Im gone” what? like drunk/high or you finally left the casino?? i’m stupid dude

so i replied “?” and he snaps back “what?” what ????

i gotta stop going to sleep bc he snapped me at 1:30am asking if i was up and i wasn’t

i told him i was about to give up on homework bc finance is hard and he goes “I was a finance major for two years!” HELP ME

he said if he didn’t have to work he would help me :/ its fine. go make that money cutie

we’re gonna play pubg together!! not rn bc i think he’s asleep but he told me to send him my user tomorrow

i got his pubg name can’t wait to get more kills than him

i haven’t talked to him in like 4 hours bc hes at work and i MISS HIM

he just snapped me. i’m laughing

he just sent me a goodnight message. i mean all it said was “Goodnight“ but im CRYING

he just randomly snapped me saying “Sara” so i sent back his name and now i’m stressing omg

he called me bro... bye

dude left me on read for like 4 minutes and ngl, i almost cried

we legit played pubg for almost 4 hours. and then afterwards he snaps me his bitmoji saying goodnight. pls date me omg

he just sent me a video of him dancing to some song while driving to campus. hes so cute omg

i just went and met him in the library. hes so chill and funny. wow

last night while we was playing the game i told him i didn’t like strawberry flavored things bc it makes my head hurt and he was like “do you like strawberry smelling things?” and i was like “sometimes” and he was like “oh good. my whole car smells like strawberries” ?

we now have each other’s number instead of just talking on snapchat so yee yee

he beat me in 8 ball and i was like “i let u win” and he was like “that was so sweet sara” and i was like “i can be sweet sometimes “ and he goes “I think you’re probably sweet all the time “ my heart

i wish he would get off work alreadyyyyy. i miss himmm

we played pubg again and idk i feel like he was kinda flirty but idk. now we’re just texting instead of sleeping lol

while playing the game he randomly said my name but my bff was playing with us and our name sounds alike so she said “what” and he was like “I said SARA” so i said “what” and he was silent so i was like “why’d you say my name?” and he goes “oh i forgot why” ...

he just texted me “good morning pal!” ... so i replied “good morning homie !” two can play this game boi

i’m getting mixed signals. idk where he wants this to go but i know where i want this to go.. HELP

i’m literally falling so hard for him . i need to stop

we are talking on the phone rn. its been almost an hour . my heart

like wow

the first time he called me he said he needed someone to focus on while he was driving home pls date me

last night on the phone he kept saying my name with his sleepy voice and let me tell y’all how i was so wEAK

while i was napping he texted me and was like “you will not believe what i was just asked” so somehow, in my sleep, i replied “oh goodness. what was you asked?” i still have no idea cause hes at work. i need answers omg

i miss ~him~

he needs to text/call me soon before i go to sleep early

he just texted me “Heyyyyy!!!!!” and idk i got so excited and almost cried LMAO

we are talking about what to do tomorrow/today and his plans sound so nice. i wish he would invite me over

“Goodnight Sara text me tomorrow” ajsinsosbs

so he left me on read on snapchat and text. i’m confused but whatever

i just texted him. if he leaves me on read, i guess this thread is dead ..

i forgot to update: he replied lmao

he kinda just invited me to a party but now he’s taking forever to reply so idk.

he hasn’t texted me back and it’s almost been 2 hours since i texted him. bout to go to sleep bro

its literally midnight and he just texted me “Sup” SUP??? SUP??? WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN???

why did i-

he snapped me first this morning. shOOK

he just came over to my dorm so we could hang out and then i walked him across campus and then he drove me back across campus, parked in the parking lot beside my dorm and then walked me back to my dorm bc i said i was scared to walk alone .

yo so my friend is in this spanish group with him for class and they had to meet up to do a video so i went to record and he got hella happy i was there. and then when i was recording him he kept looking at me and smiling so i smiled back and then i would reccord this other guy +

and he would smile at me like my guy did but i didn’t really smile back at him and then i would look over at my guy and he had this “omg what the heck is he doing” look and idk i feel like he likes me

last night when we was hanging out we somehow got on the subject of cars and i was like “I really want a range rover” and he goes “a range rover?? i guess we both gotta make a lot of money” WE ?

we are going to ihop rn for free pancakes with my bff and her guy friend but she left me on campus so hes coming to pick me up

we hung out from 3:50pm to 11:50pm. he kept singing to me in the car. he wants to meet my parents. still don’t know if he likes me or not.

y’all i literally drank after him last night. i don’t drink after anyone not even my family...

also, last night in the car it was him (driving) me (passenger seat) and my friend in the backseat and we was talking about something and my friend goes “Sara you can just grab his dick rn while hes driving” and he was like “WHAT OMG” and starts laughing. never said no though

he just asked me how my day was. i’m crying

so he called me. talked for an hour and 36 minutes about literally everything. i’m so confused

he went with me to the bank and then to get food but he wouldn’t let me pay for his food bc he was like “i refuse to have a girl pay for me. the guy should have to pay”

he ignored me almost all day yesterday and then texted me at 2:16 this morning saying “goodnight” ??

he just called me. i miss him so much omg

he sounds so cute when he says my name in his tired voice

lil update on this since it’s been a minute. we now hang out all the time, text 24/7, he begged me to stay in my college town so we could hang out, everybody thinks were dating but we’re not. think we may be talking talking though idk

i took him to meet my parents yesterday. he had fun and he got drunk and almost fell asleep with his head on my shoulder while i was driving us back. then he invited me to stay at his parents house with him but i decided against it bc thats not how i wanna meet his parents lol

i really wish we was dating. he doesn’t want a gf rn though bc his ex destroyed him.. but i feel like if he had to choose between me and her, i wouldn’t get picked

he literally just helped me get a job where he works. he’s the best

i really like him and it sucks bc i feel like he likes me but i’m scared he would choose his ex over me. even though she fucked him over. idk

he invited me to go skating with him and his friends tonight so ig thats fun

skating with him and his friends was fun last night. he ended up sick and running fever though :( i felt his head like 5000 times to see if he was running fever and his head was HOT. he let me drive his car though

hung put with him and his friends and my friends again last night. i really don’t know where this is going

so on tuesday night, his friends was standing in a circle talking and then they called him over there and then my friend was sitting on her skateboard chilling so i decided to walk down this dark trail alone. tell me why he flipped out on me and then +

yesterday he texted me asking me why i walked off and when i told him it was because his friends was in a circle talking, he didn’t believe me. but his friends was literally talking about something and then as soon as me and my friend got closer, they shit up...??

me and him have been talking all day and idk if he is flirting or not bc i suck at relationships.. but i would call him lame and he would be like “you’re lame” so then we would “argue” over whos lamer. and now he keeps sending me pictures of what hes doing. like yesterday +

he sent me a video of him making a blueberry smoothie and then proceeded to tell me about him picking blueberries with his grandpa. then today he sends me a picture of his bew shirt and tells me he’s shopping with his mom. i’m so lost

today makes 4 months since we actually started talking

yall, i literally fed him chocolate chip waffles the other day while he was driving...

he called me on his lunch break earlier

we haven’t talked much in a while. idek if we are friends at this point... sorry to everyone that was rooting for us but i think its over :(

alright so we’re back to texting and hanging out so welcome to pt 2 of sara and the love of her life

he came over to my apartment yesterday and sat on my bed and was like “wow this is bouncy. would be great for sex” and then turned around to look at me

he has a girlfriend now so we dont talk anymore. i miss him. its whatever...

the end

rereading this thread makes me want to vomit