i miss you, i miss us :(

it’s a beautiful day to remember and beautiful memories that ever exist to me :)

The day that we use to spend to do what we love. Wake up in the morning watch the sunrise before going to hiking and we just ride together. Feel the fresh air in the morning and breathe.

also remembering the day that we spend both of us to sat near beach just to watch the sunset and breathe. I love that :)

you keep giving me ur ocean eyes and keep falling for you, and my heart just beat so fast

every night i miss how excited you wanna talk to me, to ask something or to tell something. i miss all those excitement, i miss how clingy you’re. but now you just changed become someone else. you stop telling all those things. i miss you bruh

i miss to see how you mad at me when i’m too busy and didn’t sleep at all. i miss to hear you mad at me when i missed to pray subuh. i miss to see you trying to forced me to getting bath before im going to sleeping cause im so lazy af when im back from somewhere

like seriously i hate you cause i love you and i hate that i keep want you and keep waiting for you, don’t want to but i can’t cause you’re different than the other guys that i’ve meet

you want her you need her and i’ll never be her

you’re someone that soft spoken and mayb bcs of that i keep falling for you eventho im act mad with you

you’ve help me a lot to finish up my assignment when im in a mess, you help to much boy and that’s make me can’t left you cause im indebted with you dude

hoping you’re doing fine there and i miss you so much, that’s all :))

I’m know I’m not the only one :’)

even though I mean nothing to you, you r still mean everything to me

everybody is laughin’ in my mind cause i’m still begging you to see me and come back

that should be me holdin’ ur hand and be with you but you choose to change and gettin’ far away from me.

every day feeling like you were still here but you act not here, you got someone else and i’m still waiting, this is so sad.

you’re still the best thing that ever happen to me even though you’re not belong with me anymore.

it’s a beautiful history :))

That’s right no matter how hard I try, I can’t turn back what’s already done and I guess in the end it’s all my fault

Even if I pray alone hoping for something I can’t have I looked more sad by myself

It’s because i’m not here anymore. The pretty eyes of you i’m looking at can’t be seen again :’/

Let’s end it here now telling each other not to get sick to say goodnight. You can’t even say “I love you” properly

I didn’t even do anything right. I used to say a lot of things that I didn’t like and you’re the one who received it all. Maybe that’s why you’re not excited about me anymore

If we could go back to times gone by I would see you who had waited

Everything about you and me will disappear even though we spent so much time together, I need you please stay by my side

23January18— I’m trapped in my thoughts again and it’s something that I hate so much, I could die. Even everything’s gone I’ll search for you again, I need you.

That picture above was where our first meet up and hike together and i missed it, you and me we stare to each other and smile happily hike in a cold weather

In the early morning we went out together, having a fresh air and cold after the rain. Breakfast together telling a story in the morning, having a hot cup of tea. I miss those memories I want it again

it has been a year. eventho i still pinned this thread, doesn't mean i still want you. i pin it cause it was a beautiful and bad memory to me. so i just wanna read it back when i feel so down.

idk how am i do it. but trust me, my feelings towards you already gone about 10 month ago mayb. i already forgot about it. it's like 0 to 0. there's no feels anymore.

so please, don't turn back cause it's already done. im done mayn.