but fr i’m not trying to be harsh or offensive but if you actually wanted to kill you self then it’s not that hard to do. i’m NOT shaming or guilting any survivors of suicide, i’m fucking thankful that they’re still here to be able to have a chance to continue with life.
for example, a girl in my school who i stupidly used to be friends with realised that she was losing friends and tried to do something to manipulate all of us and the school. we already knew she was cutting but she tried making it obvious by taking off her blazer whenever she
could and we all asked her to go get help from the school but she cba and she told us all to fuck off whenever be brought up her scars. she’d been doing this shit since year 7 and it’s not that she was ashamed to get help, she just loved the attentionof everyone bustling over her
but we didn’t, we started getting sick of it. so one day she was having one of her unpredictable mood swings in the back of maths class and took a blister packet out of her pocket which had 8 paracetamols and swallowed all of them at once. she then claimed that she was feeling
sick and got sent to the sick room at student services. i wasn’t in the class at the time, but i managed to walk past the sick room at break and saw her in there pretending to look like shit with one of the teachers cradling her face.
idk why all the teachers loved her, she was a rude ass manipulate bitch who told me to kill myself because i was the sick one for once instead of her bc of my tumour and turned all my friends against me whilst i was in hospital.
anyways, i run down to my friends outside and tell them that X is in the sick room. one of my friends say that she was fine in maths and trying to joke around with him but then she walked out sick all of a sudden. then we see an ambulance pull up to the top of the driveway.
we walk back up to the sick room and we see her being put on a stretcher and obviously looking fine. but to make a long motherfuckin story short, she got taken to hospital for a “mental health evaluation” and stayed there for like a week but we all know she was loving staying
there being the centre of attention again. but the funny thing is everyone fell out with her and she ended up running back to her old friends who kicked her out like two years ago, and that was the only reason why she was with us.
the fact that she tried to kill herself with 8 paracetamols is fuckin stupid. i did a google search and it takes at least 300 ibuprofens for your organs to shut down and your body to go into comatose state, so i imagine it must take a hell lot more for paracetamol.
anyways skip forward a few months and she beats me up and pulls me to the ground making me knock my head on the floor, knowing that i’ve had brain surgery twice, but she doesn’t get expelled for that. like i said the school love her. but all my friends mum’s go sick at the school
and they don’t budge even my mum told the school that she doesn’t want X near me but they don’t listen and they allow her to taunt me even more and i know that if i do something then i’ll probably be the one that gets expelled.
so it takes my other friend gettting beat up by her for them to finally do something about it. but the annoying thing is is that my friend deadass has bruised ribs, deep scratches in her face and her jaw looked fuckin displaced af and they forced her mum to come out of work and
drive her to A&E which is piss annoying bc she had no hesitations to calling 999 when X swallowed her pills. but she ends up getting expelled anyways.
my friends mum tries to press charges on X but the police won’t budge again bc of her “complex mental health history” which we all know is bullshit bc we all know she’s just a straight up sociopath who would most definitely kill someone and blame it on the “voices in her head”
so anyways moral of the story kids, don’t be an absolute dickhead to your mates, and please don’t fake suicide for the attention.