THREAD OF THE TIME I MET YOUNGBIN AND TOLD HIM I WAS JACKELINE. This story means so much to me, it was such a precious moment that I’ll never forget.

Okay, its legit almost been a year but I’m sharing it anyway. To start off I had pre ordered an all member signed q card when I heard sf9 was having a comeback with the album KOTS. My sellers supplier was able to get me the q card right when they started promotions!

I asked my seller who had wrote my name on my q card and she said she didn’t know. I had a strong feeling it was Youngbin since I had gotten his fansign pages in the past but I just wanted confirmation to know it was actually him! Unfortunately my seller did not know :(

Fast forward a couple days later after I knew I had gotten my q card confirmed and signed sf9 announced their first fansign and I had of course pre ordered slots too and my seller got into the first fansign and she told me I was getting my Youngbin page in the first fansign!

She sent me a picture of my page but also asked me if I had ever gotten anything signed by sf9 in the past. I told her yes, I had gotten pages in past fansigns and recently my q card! She asked me how I got my q card and I said at a music show.

She told me that Youngbin remembered signing my name on my q card! THAT CONFIRMED FOR ME THAT YES, HE DID WRITE MY NAME PN MY Q CARD UWU! And he remembered my name I covered my sellers name and picture because idk if they want me showing their account? LOL

After that, I brought about seven more Youngbin pages from fansigns because I wanted him to keep remembering my name before I met him in Dallas! I had told him multiple times I was going and PRAYED he would remember. The day before I flew out to Dallas my q card came in the mail.

I WAS SO HAPPY IT ARRIVED BEFORE I LEFT SO I TOOK MY Q CARD WITH ME TO DALLAS! Fast forward through the amazing fanmeet and it’s time for group photos and my heart is legit in my ass. Idk why I’m nervous typing this right now. I legit feel like im gonna meet them again lmao

They divided us into groups of 10 and I KNEW I needed to be the first in my group to sit in front of Youngbin! They ended up separating my sister and I she was the tenth person in her group and I was the first in mine. She told me to show him my q card and tell him who I am.

I was already TERRIFIED because what if I show him my q card and he doesn’t react?? And on top of that THEY TOOK MY SISTER AWAY FROM ME. I felt like I was gonna throw up. My legs were legit jello walking up the steps onto the stage and I’m waiting for staff to tell me to walk

towards the member and make my way to my seat. So I’m finally given the go and I hold out my q card and wave at all the members. First two members were Jaeyoon and Inseong and they both stare at my q card and are like INSEONG LEGIT SAID “HI JACKELINE” SJSKSJSB, I almost DIED

The next two were Chani and Zuho and I think I basically was receiving the same reaction of they would all do a double take and look at me and my q card like “how the hell did she get this q card?” HAHAH, Dawon and Hwiyoung again shocked and making “Oh!” noises, Taeyang peeked

over to see what I was holding to make all the members shocked LOLOL. Last two were Rowoon and Youngbin! I pass Rowoon and am finally in front of Youngbin and HE ISN’T EVEN LOOKING AT ME. He is looking at the side at staff. In that moment it was either I just sit down and give up

or tell him who I am. I gather ALL MY COURAGE AND SAY “Youngbin! It’s me Jackeline!” And Youngbin looks at me and his face was so SHOCKED! He was legit :O he even backed up a little like WOAH! And he looked at my q card and he said “IT’S YOU! THE ONE WHO ALWAYS GETS MY PAGES!”

And I legit am cheesing so hard and I’m like “YES! YES, ITS ME!” and he says “YOU GET INTO SO MANY FANSIGNS FOR ME!” YOUNGBIN LEGIT KNOWS IM BUYING 12372525 OF HIS PAGES HAHA. I have to sit down on the chair in front of him but Youngbin is STILL TALKING TO ME UWUWUWU

He says “YOU GET MY PAGES!!!” AND IM JUST AGREEING LIKE “YES! I DO! ILYSM” And he starts speaking in Korean to Rowoon or staff probably like “THIS IS MY AMERICAN STALKER Y’ALL” SKSHJAAH I WISH I KNEW WHAT HE SAID they take two photos and what happens next almost KILLED ME!

So I’m still sitting on the chair & y’all know that feeling you get when you can tell someone is staring at you?!? I have the feeling & I look up and behind me and Youngbin is looking down at me and smiling I ALMOST BLACKED OUT. HE WAS LOOKING AT ME AND SMILING I LOVE HIM SO MUCH

HE IS STILL TALKING TO ME!! HE POINTS AT ME AND SAYS “I SEND YOU-“ And I think he stopped talking to try and think of what he is trying to say like it’s okay KING, YOU’VE ALREADY BLESSED ME ENOUGH! so it’s time for my group to go off stage and I stand up and turn around

AND YOUNGBIN HAS A FULL EYE SMILE WITH HIS LITTLE CRINKLES BY HIS EYES, CAN HE BE ANY C U T E R ?! And he waves with both hands and says “BYE BYE!” And I turn my q card around and show him my official fantasy membership and Rowoon sees it too and they both look shocked again

AND THANK ME AND IM LEGIT FLOATING OFF STAGE I ALMOST FELL OFF THE STAIRS SECURITY TOLD ME TO SLOW DOWN AND I FIND MY SISTER OUTSIDE AND START BAWLING MY EYES OUT. My friend went to their last stop in Boston and I shipped her a handwritten letter to leave in the box for them!

When sf9 go back to Korea they have two last fansigns and my friend made it into one & got me Youngbin’s page! I had told her I met him and my question was “what was your first impression/how did you feel when we met?” His response “wow~~ finally we meet >< nice to meet you”

He also told her this! HE THOUGHT MY SELLER WAS ME AND THAT I HAD FLOWN OUT TO KOREA, BOY, I WISH! But he told her “I remember differently” meaning he remembered me looking differently and knew my seller wasn’t me CAN I C R Y

That was the end of my thread BUT! When they had their comeback for Mamma Mia I had asked him about my letter that I gave him during BMF & asked if he got it and he chose yes & told my seller to tell me thank you, I LOVE HIM SO MUCH! Can y’all tell why he is my ult?!

I’m adding more to this thread bc my heart is bursting with love for Youngbin and I want to share how SWEET this man is! Okay, during Mamma Mia I had brought 11 Youngbin pages. YES, you read that right, 11. For Sensuous era I was gonna do the same thing, go big or home amirite?

They started promotions and I was able to get three of his pages before I went to KCON LA. After Kcon LA, I could not find his pages anymore :-( that’s towards the beginning of August. LEGIT, NO ONE HAD HIS PAGE AVAILABLE, I WAS SO S A D. Finally, for their September 2nd fansign

I found someone selling his page and I snatched it so QUICK! I’ve tried before asking Youngbin to write To: __ Jackeline and filling in the blank and he wouldn’t fill in the blank :( I asked my seller to try and ask him to write something, anything at all. She said she would try!

After the fansign my seller sends me a photo and he wrote “To: long time no see Jackeline ” and he told my seller he hadn’t seen my name in a while! WHEN I TELL Y’ALL I SCREAMED. He even noticed I wasn’t able to get his pages for a while he is the sweetest, I LOVE HIM SM

My first YB fansign page, who my lovely friend got for me @honeykuhney THANK YOU! I legit gushed to him how much I love him, his voice, his smile, his laugh, everything! You know what he wrote?!

“Jackeline
I like you so much >.<
P.S. I like you more than you like me ”

I’m adding to this thread because I’m going to meet Youngbin again in April and he keeps telling my sellers he is excited to see me and I wanna cry each time I think about it

My first Youngbin page for Narcissus and my sellers reply literally made me so so happy. He knows I love him and he said he can never see me because I never go to him I will be making the sign and showing him I am there, I am so excited to be seeing him again too

I had gotten another page and asked the same exact question because I wasn’t sure if he knew what I said in the first slot and he still said the same thing he told this seller if I was really planning all stops like he couldn’t believe it and he said long time no see

My third slot from Youngbin I let him decide what color I should dye my hair for the concert and he chose red like him and that he will be able to spot me that way when the lights come on on stage I’m really gonna have matching hair with Youngbin because he told me to

I KNOW I SOUND LIKE A BROKEN RECORD BUT I LOVE KIM YOUNGBIN WITH MY ENTIRE HEART I AM EXCITED TO SEE YOU TOO, YOUNGBIN I AM SO EXCITED TO SEE SF9 NEXT MONTH!!!

Y’all mind if I cry real quick