Well I still want to text him. I miss him lots but I promised to be more understanding with him. He& #39;s very anxious and an overthinker. If I texted him when he& #39;s not in the mood for talking to anyone he would start feeling guilty, a bad boyfriend, etc.

I promised to be understanding about it but ugh my stomach has been upset for 3 days and I really want to talk to him yet i dont want him to worry. As a person who eats a lot I have been eating very little and my stomach starts hurting even after taking a few sips of water

yes, in going to the doctor today. Which I also dont want cause my parents will spend a lot of money on that. And Sorry to be putting this here but I can& #39;t complain to my mom cause she& #39;ll start saying I should break up w/ him and that she hopes we dont last long

Cause he isnt good for me according to her. Problem is having a boyfriend wont take away all other issues from my life. It wont make me smile 24/7 and she doesnt understand that. I do feel happy every second i spend w/ him but yeah. - end of thread i guess. I wish he was here

Another thingy. He& #39;s supposed to go on vacation with his family in a few days so I dont want him to worry while he& #39;s away. His head and sometimes heart hurt cause he stresses too much