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okay so my tweets' engagements (yesterday) reached up to 68+ persons """EACH TWEET""" (i.e) who clicked on my profile just to checked out what's going on #corcern #ba #kayo #or #cheesemockers ?????
a long thread i guess
a long thread i guess
LAHAT NG SIKRETO, NABUBUNYAG. WALANG SIKRETONG HINDI NABUBUNYAG.. GET ME?
yung feeling na sobrang ayos niyo na nung isang tao, tapos may nalaman ka na nangyare noon na hindi mo inaasahan. tapos syempre maaapektuhan kung ano yung lagay niyo ngayon.
"all these evil things come from inside you and make you unclean" the phrase earlier na sobrang nabigyan ko ng malalim na meaning nung bible sharing namin kanina (((bc catholic school lol)))
you can't blame somebody else, you can't blame God, you can't blame the person who's with you (if ever) that time for the thing that you did, which is bad. you had your choice, you chose your own path. all you can do now is take all the consequences.
but on the other side, which is what im still reflecting to, is to accept the fact and everything what already happened. it's also my choice to be happy, and to be able to achieve my own happiness is acceptance.
the truth is, i'm really mad. sobrang galit na galit ako sa mga taong alam kong dikit sa pangyayaring to. i know i did something wrong din, but it triggered me eh, but i felt guilty about it.
eto na ko sa karupukan ko
marco NOW, is super different from the marco i've known last 2015. i know he's the type of guy na paasa and will make landi to you sa chat, typical fuckboy, i guess? 
((sorry marco for this but wait for it hehe))
((sorry marco for this but wait for it hehe))
nung nalaman ko yung "something" i didn't cry. it was surprising for myself kasi sobrang babaw ng luha ko but di siya tumulo hahahahaha siguro it's because i already expected it??? like for months already?????? 
girl instincts will never go wrong
i already talked to the people who were involved in this issue, and yeah it was so relieving that you now already know the WHOLE TRUTH.
january 2018 hanggang kahapon, those days, alam kong meron pa kong hindi nalalaman. i'm forcing people to tell me the truth and everything what happened pero mas pinili nilang itago, and yes they told me na it's not true.
yesterday, i'm mad-joking at marco, sabe ko niretrieve ko yung mga deleted messages, kunwari madami ako nabasa ganern hanggang sa umamin sya hehe uto-uto
8 months kong hinintay, hiningi, hinulaan yung katotohanan. sobrang sakit kasi pinatagal pa bago ko malaman yung totoo.
fast forward, earlier, i was looking into his eyes, i'm asking myself, why did it happen? why is it supposed to happen? why did i do to deserve those shitty things that he did to me back then?
i shouted to him, sinabi ko lahat ng gusto kong sabihin. sinaktan ko sya through words,,,, with a lil bit of pushing him ahe
marco was the first and (wishing to be the) last guy na mapapakilala ko sa buong angkan ko. tinignan ko yung sitwasyon namen bago ko pa malaman yung "something" na yun. grabe, sana di nalang sya nagpakabait ngayon para madali lang siyang pakawalan, pabayaan, at iwan.
eto pala talaga ang love noh? you, being stupid for the person you really love. you force yourself to forget the things that you dont want to remember again, you forgive people who did shitty things to you, & you stay positive, just to save your relationship with that person.
sa mga taong may tinatago sa mga mahal nila, alam kong ayaw niyong masaktan sila pero pano kung sila pa yung unang nakaalam? it's better na sainyo manggagaling. it's impossible din na hindi sila nakukutuban. gusto niyo bang mabaliw partners ninyo?
i chose to stay, hindi dahil sayang, it's because i wanted to. i know it will still haunt me pero alam kong makakaget over din ako. tiwala lang sa sarili at faith lang talaga Sakanya 
alam ng ibang tao kung paano nagbago si marco for better. alam kong hindi na sya yung marco na loko-loko. tawagin niyo syang manloloko or anything, okay lang kasi hindi naman kayo yung mahal nya. i love him and i'll stay with him, kahit gaano pa karami ang sumubok samin. Amen.
shinare ko 'to not to get some fucking attention, bc i know some people here are curious. and gusto ko to ishare kasi alam kong gagaan pakiramdam ko + advices bc experience end of thread bye 
end of thread bye
