:: my playlists and the meanings behind them ::
my favourite songs on earth, also my very first playlist - i think - which keeps changing all the time. sort of like & #39;current favourites and old time ones& #39; https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/42u7TPme8Nf8ss95iPvR1f?si=NJhgYvG9QSyH2x4o8CMdLg">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
for when your make out partner likes to listen to playlists when kissing, too https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👀" title="Eyes" aria-label="Emoji: Eyes"> https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/1HvAWvVx0121URtyHR2XNv?si=bGthJgz9S9WHGe-a2fGvwA">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
made the second someone broke up with me to cheer me up. my best friend at the time helped making it but most of those songs are gone i think.

songs that sound fun or remind you of good times https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/2QQRxSkJaf5qDct9ZCrXzW?si=dRRBe5FxTrW9GwyBOeudfg">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
for my book. this playlist was made because every chapter is based on a song/two/three. it& #39;s almost ready for the whole book as ive planned everything ahead but still adding more!

book - guilty of devotion [phan au] https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/20zeD6aa5xEFmBSxXZbNU4?si=_r9iHuM3RCu-jvtTVSU3vQ">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
closure on how it is to be transgender. mixed between ftm/mtf & nonb.

obviously, for everyone& #39;s it isn& #39;t as described but this is the closest i could compare to my experiences & others& #39; i know https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/01rPVpzsUJpEG9NpGhQbnE?si=JrnULdueTEWpZQdGPzNdJA">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
you& #39;re so perfect yet so simple. perhaps that& #39;s how perfection works, you can not expect unique from it.

songs that sound/are old mixed with very modern ones https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/3kwcdmsMjUHXU7J4n5yAHB?si=z-3I6dg-Qh-DbZ3j4rSnHg">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
for someone i& #39;m going to love but who isn& #39;t my lover yet. a non existent person, for now. living in the shadows somewhere.

i haven& #39;t had a crush in sooooo long and wanted to dedicate a love playlist to someone but didn& #39;t have anyone to https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/4Wum7L3rIUFhtbZLDpC2zA?si=MjmJd4qQSpy9TB-2a_Vjpg">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
so! edgy! no but rlly these songs are fucking amazing and they& #39;re not even that shady, they simply represent my taste in music perfectly that some ppl may dislike.

used to be called & #39;don& #39;t& #39; bc i was sick of listening to someone hurt me; desired a release https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/32nDWDhKUWSruzX2nhP10z?si=kzrJy85wRD2Xl-83HhYAdg">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
& #39;why did i waste all my 11:11 wishes on you if you left me too soon& #39;. at times wishing something isn& #39;t worth it, as satisfying as you assumed.

some ppl used to listened to this for when they felt panicky or wanted to fall asleep. never tried it.
https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/7yB5miPvQlvY7APehfwb0B?si=-aSYkHLuTsaDzWKSa_swzg">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
realising my personality, which i always had bold and certain, has vanished. i& #39;ve become another grey ego who& #39;s going against his truth, unable to find myself.

for searching the colours for your life. https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/6w5yL1YI1RrgNVN61ByFXx?si=dH6yOfhgQImvW_BapLZiBw">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
the story of stydia [stiles & lydia from teen wolf] that needs to be listened to in the right order!

if you& #39;re a massive shipper throughout the seasons like i am, you might cry https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/6lwNd6QL05mcLkZ821kkWj?si=-6IKkEosQu2-xMbANYTqtw">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
when i was crushing on someone adorable, i became adorable, too. wrote a love song for her birthday, made a playlist and overwhelmed her with compliments.

this one i made for when i finally got the courage to confess, to explain how i feel towards her. https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/3ZxQVbr4Bgt1ij9nlJlF1V?si=TjjgDej7QOCIvVDp0eZuRQ">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
a story about two times i fell for my best friend mixed together. and how it& #39;s not smart.

half of it is me @ them and the other them @ me

& #39;im not pushing this cause it would push you away& #39; https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/5EgJli5FKX0MZjXdB0cHHL?si=r7rNTU3BQHax8kOgK7vcYA">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
sacrificing yourself for others when you& #39;re the most important person in your life

ever feel like & #39;i would jump for you but would never let you jump too& #39;? the toxicity behind it is real & i felt it incredibly when making this piece https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/0ENGojSEwC0j53PSpbhc0S?si=EDw2GD3ETzKjIjD-zzqzcw">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
all the shade; the part of a break up when you feel ugh towards the person for a moment. but then get so happy you broke up so you could learn to be alone all over again, to stop hurting as much. and swiftly, let go of the whole thing. https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/2PZJdRDyWp9PvYEXjl5Bqp?si=s63K9hWbQBa-bmw65tx-7w">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
a while ago my course mate helped me come to a conclusion that i don& #39;t listen to my old fav bands, fav genre anymore.

so these hundreds of songs i consider indie although most of the artists aren& #39;t really. but they fit the feeling. https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/6ZW8E5SJ11fiFc3N7npDrk?si=KFvErxCbSledAif9RpzE0g">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
you& #39;re young. your heart breaks every two seconds, you can party without being judged, you don& #39;t have to worry about the Real adult struggles yet.

why don& #39;t you fucking enjoy it while you can https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/5Lm6UMQLKPx7QV2lKep4nk?si=aAFKYxodSb6gukBF5bS8eg">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
shade no. 3 i guess. how is this different?

well we& #39;re still whatever we are but i want to end it, i can& #39;t stand you because we& #39;re disconnecting & our link has broken. https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/4GWAjqJUk3J9jUIqjp6bTf?si=f0pu7ruzQcW23QFechyQgw">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
had a horrible dissociation attack @ school, i ran away from the class with just my phone, thankfully, & hid in a straicase that noone uses. where i understood that to get rid of DR, i need to hurt myself.

as teenwolf taught me, pain makes us human again. https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/0KFYHCUvgszJJb9Sfo0fPU?si=M6KPIxdASI-5s0aCnFdaRA">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
an ongoing playlist about dan and phil& #39;s connection that i don& #39;t have motivation to make so i abandoned it even before i stopped being a demon https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/7vnxqJuzgQvuZ97vjIplyM?si=WBBB45LOTqGJITyrFjOUdw">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
damn i sure like to throw shade as indirects, call me a horrible guy.

~you ignore me on purpose? well, don& #39;t assume i& #39;m ok to be played around with https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💞" title="Revolving hearts" aria-label="Emoji: Revolving hearts">~

my old best friend & i put so much effort making the icon i& #39;m still laughing about how extra that was. https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/7wzIeYNpg3Dg8YrwP4kw2t?si=Rh7FIOkMRZOGd15y5zTG-Q">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
you fucked me over and ruined what i had. you literally ruined my health.

@ my old bullies who tried to apologise to me by bullying me even more afterwards https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/7wAuYl17yEdpTOjImCT6Vb?si=j-qM9wSMRnOsGSDKN19u9A">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
you& #39;re broken and i am too but two wrongs doesn& #39;t always make it right

mostly hiphop/rap songs. genres i don& #39;t listen to on a daily basis but tend to enjoy. https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/2h2zb4Sksv2RDv7BcD5mlX?si=cPKJUvuzQ06-4QTbetir1w">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
sorry that i happened to fall for something that meant to happen but we were too tired for it to work.

made after a break up i had, which destroyed me into pieces. https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/0GFxHIJZoLNDCW9IV2VJyx?si=6uXntjorRNayIDZ3ko6dow">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
in the end, those who promised eternal support, aren& #39;t there for you when in need.

in latvian we call it & #39;aplauziens& #39;, it& #39;s when you expect something but the result disappoints you https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/2kj3f8db42DDSSBU1EBYho?si=xXbuDrGeQMycQvI6y5QBdQ">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
reuniting with someone i may have [not sure as i was so young] been in love with an eternity ago after Two Years. remembering all of our shared past. twenty fifteen. https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/6mpc9y0NIbawkhkD97nKf3?si=iFUp0ML0TZy1anl-Krt3iQ">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
save me save me save me i& #39;m so scared and ripped apart but you find my tears. lovely.

you love to see me in pain. perhaps you& #39;re some fucked up person who feeds on hurting others. we& #39;ll never know now. https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/39Lp6AA6xXsko5Vd5WHatF?si=5q83xBmsQfOW0bkGPUsfkg">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
i am nothing yet i feel everything.

how overwhelming it is to be a human.
https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/09iFjj4x24vkibzx5xAuAU?si=HQaxbX1SQfm-Pp-pe0zs5w">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
i& #39;m fucked up. are you ready to cure me? no? well not like i didn& #39;t Not set my expectations too high
https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/13kaeOWH5cdmF7RziGwCPp?si=LbZAk4h4T6-1jPrpFiIOCQ">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
what if it& #39;s worth for you to live another day?
https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/2FS3qLRETAUwr5mqXi2K8E?si=fBIhubVIQ8Wvh4Fq10gtMA">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
sleep through the breakdown and expect a bright sunshine hitting your face in the morning. because you survived it. you got through. you get to see more of this.

i& #39;m so fucking proud of you.
https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/0zG7ONV8gkjvdP4TvCuYCz?si=Scd-u5lXRnuOZdRIw8t-zw">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
you came unexpectedly and were gone in my eyes as soon as you let the words fall out of your mount.

not so delightful to have known you anymore.
https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/5r2Yahz4ZvhFpIoo9imKA3?si=Iroq3FMbQnS_9Kozgslzuw">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
some of my favourite artists put all together <3
https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/7KZv69u6dFaCSYXTu6lPBJ?si=jw2r9nOSTYuawpdLyAuaYQ">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
reminders of all the people who have broken my heart, whether platonically or because of feelings.

songs we both listened to and associated with one other.
https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/3Fj70Lmr0w1RTFkuwDx7CB?si=FeZCPG5dQnSDTLJD3pDv0Q">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
as if there weren& #39;t oceans beneath your eyes already
https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/5TQ1YaxjUcBKaQPlsywSqQ?si=DezHqXwIS1-rMTghHg1wwg">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
the night it all changed and i can& #39;t stop seeing you differently since.
https://open.spotify.com/user/aliloves5sos/playlist/3biNzC1qdjDu5SrwoDNMbW?si=1Eub8YUZRKOESc_i3tEdHw">https://open.spotify.com/user/alil...
songs i listened to when i was a kid https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2F3IipCmJB9d9XkMNjkHnM?si=csdvllgPT-GBPWXvT9O-gg">https://open.spotify.com/playlist/...
you help me feel safe and sound but when you& #39;re gone, i& #39;m a mess https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7mSQAym6RRRy5SwdPV7Fuc?si=e1UZG5oTQ5ufngIfkV_c0g">https://open.spotify.com/playlist/...
songs that make me derealized https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3GTrwghMtsNbvp00qtoVBZ?si=sHdypqfaQGSkt744IaQg0A">https://open.spotify.com/playlist/...
evak from skam https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6jZS9tgUTagZVnZiTaos27?si=GmMcVVrHSiGur2EcilNXHw">https://open.spotify.com/playlist/...
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