2017 was single handledly the worst year of my life and i wanna open up about it but idk
a little background before i begin - i started high school in 2016 and developed an unhealthy crush on a boy in my french class - ok scene
jan was a pretty regular month for me: nothing much happened but i remember trying to detach myself from the kid i had liked because i could tell he was toxic but he kept pulling me back in
february was nice: i went to turnabout with my gals and tried out for the badminton team with them (and made it!!!) pretty uneventful but peaceful
march was an ok month!!! badminton took up most of my time and i made a lot of friends. at this point i started to become depressed but used badminton as a way to distract myself
things started getting bad around april. the boy i liked started realizing he could use me to boost his own confidence so he started speaking to me more- in return i began to act out and my emotions were heightened to a point that when i was sad it would last weeks
may was an exceptionally wild month: badminton ended so i lost my distraction, the boy i liked admitted he didn’t like me, which brought my into a bad couple weeks, and school ended. my friends made my world go round
i didn’t take many pictures in june. it was the month that i made the worst decision of my entire life. on june 22, i began of date the boy who would ruin my entire life. one of my best friends went off to mexico for a few weeks, and that’s when it all started
july was ok. my “boyfriend” made me keep our relationship a secret from everyone i knew. i felt overwhelmed with being wanted by someone that i didn’t question it. i went to tennessee to visit family, and i felt at peace
school started again in august! but before that i went on vacation #2 with my family and my boyfriend got mad at me and started an argument because i was gone :-) healthy, solid relationship content !
september! the month of going to football games to support my shitty boyfriend on the bench while no one knew we were dating :-) also homecoming, which my guy best friend asked me to because my boyfriend told me he didn’t wanna take me ! healthy
september was also the month i got contacts because my boyfriend said i looked bad in glasses . left that out. my bad
october. yikes. my birthday- my boyfriend didn’t say a word to me all day, didn’t come to my dinner: MIND YOU, we’re four months into our relationship and no ones allowed to know! he broke up with me in october and i cried and missed a day of school but he came back loool
the only important thing from november was that reputation came out. this was the only month i felt kinda happy with my relationship. stay tuned
in december, i was sexually assaulted by my boyfriend. two weeks later, i was broken up with. just as 2017 came to an end, i thought for sure my life would too.
january of 2018 was a blur. i started work and felt numb for a whole month of my life. the only thing that kept me going was my friends, and even they couldn’t save me from myself. i thank god for everything they went through to bring me back to life.
february. we’re getting better. turnabout was fun! i started dating one of my coworkers for like 4 days but it’s chill we’re friends now!! badminton started up again, and here comes the man, the myth, the legend, tyler !!!
march. let’s get the ball rolling. my friends are the greatest. i hurt my ankle in badminton and felt down a depression spiral again. spring break came around and i dyed my hair and me and tyler hung out for the first time and he slowly pulled me back up from rock bottom
april. i have human emotions again! badminton ended and i went on a field trip to wrigley field and tyler was with me every step of the way. i dragged him to see infinity war with me and we both ignored the fact that we were in love for an entire month :)
may! tyler is finally mine, i redyed my hair, finished school. cloud 9 cloud 9 cloud 9
this crazy month!!! june - a year since a bad decision was made. happier than ever. taylor swift concert. bought myself a plant. in love :-)
moral of the story is that things happen for a reason. i wake up every morning to a goodmorning text from the love of my life and i go through the day knowing that i’m strong and i have the right people supporting me every day :)
july - fuck everyone who gave up on me. don’t try to eat with me now if you couldn’t starve with me then.
august - idk if y’all care anymore but look at my first few months i documented compared to now :-) happy happy happy
september - homecoming and stress!!! but love all around for my people
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