should i start naddpod or should i paint or should i sleep until iftar

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truthfully? ramadan triggers my ed really badly. like so bad that i can’t wait for this whole thing to be over. but i can’t stop bc i don’t want my parents knowing i have an ed. so i’m in a virtual hellscape

and i have to take nine pictures for french class that describe who i am. meanwhile nothing describes who i am bc i have like no hobbies now.

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and the whole thing especially sucks because i was actually getting better before ramadan. i was doing really well mentally, i was staying on top of assignments, i had gone one full week without giving into my ed. but now it’s all coming back lol

anyways the whole point of this thread was just that i chose to paint. so there’s that.