I need to get some things off my chest, my break last week was mostly motivated out of stress regarding my own behaviour and the doubts and anxieties I feel about everything that I do
This& #39;ll be a thread so bear with me as I type this out
                    
                                    
                    This& #39;ll be a thread so bear with me as I type this out
                        
                        
                        So when I first started making audios, I was doing it just because it was fun and it was a creative outlet, a few weeks after that I finally joined the larger VA community here on Twitter and on Discord, I was welcomed in with warmth and understanding
                        
                        
                        
                        
                                                
                    
                    
                                    
                    
                        
                        
                        For that I am endlessly grateful, meeting most of you and getting to know you over the last 2 months has been amazing and I adore you all
But I also feel like I owe the community an apology, there have been aspects of my behaviour that I feel extremely ashamed of
                    
                                    
                    But I also feel like I owe the community an apology, there have been aspects of my behaviour that I feel extremely ashamed of
                        
                        
                        Becoming part of this community, I rediscovered my sexuality after being largely dormant for 2 years, give or take, I discovered a whole bunch of new things about myself (fetishes, kinks etc.) that I had no idea about and it was really exciting
                        
                        
                        
                        
                                                
                    
                    
                                    
                    
                        
                        
                        But I feel like my horniness outran my common sense at quite a few junctures and lead me to be overtly sexual toward my fellow VAs when I should have been a friend.
For this I unreservedly apologise, part of doing all of this is learning to control that part of me and to cont.
                    
                                    
                    For this I unreservedly apologise, part of doing all of this is learning to control that part of me and to cont.
                        
                        
                        and to be better, to be a better man and act respectfully and with restraint. 
Being part of this community has been the thrill of my life and I promised myself I would be a positive presence in it, I feel like at time I have failed to uphold that promise
                    
                                    
                    Being part of this community has been the thrill of my life and I promised myself I would be a positive presence in it, I feel like at time I have failed to uphold that promise
                        
                        
                        But I was taught to constantly better myself, to try and be the best version of myself that I can be and give back to those who have given me so much, so I will reaffirm my promise to do better and to be better.
                        
                        
                        
                        
                                                
                    
                    
                                    
                    
                        
                        
                        My break was a great time for reflection and soul-searching, I know what to do and how to avoid letting my cock do the thinking instead of my brain.
I& #39;ve promised myself now that I won& #39;t engage in lewd conduct in DMs anymore, you& #39;ll still see me around spamming compliments but
                    
                                    
                    I& #39;ve promised myself now that I won& #39;t engage in lewd conduct in DMs anymore, you& #39;ll still see me around spamming compliments but
                        
                        
                        I& #39;ve made this promise to myself to be better, I know what needs to be done and how to control myself, the initial euphoria of being part of such a liberated and NSFW community has taught me that restraint and respect must always be at the forefront of everything I do
                        
                        
                        
                        
                                                
                    
                    
                                    
                    
                    
                
                
                        
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