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VENT THREAD BC FUCK ME I GOTTA YELL AT MYSELF RN GRRRRGRGRG
// TW FOR YELLING N SELF HATE N PROANA TYPE SHIT (IM PRO FOR MYSELF PLEASE THIS IS A SAFE SPACE FOR ME)
// TW FOR YELLING N SELF HATE N PROANA TYPE SHIT (IM PRO FOR MYSELF PLEASE THIS IS A SAFE SPACE FOR ME)
“why am i stuck at 142” BC U KEEP EATING MORE THAN U SHOULD DUMBASS BITCH!!!! U HAVENT HAD A >800CAL DAY IN TWO WEEKS MAYBE THATSBWHY U ARENT LOSING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HATE MYSELF SO BAD RN. WHY DO I LET MYSELF OVEReAT FOR SO LONG. I GOTTA RECOGNIZE IT SOONER. I SHOULD BE 5 FUCKING POUNDS SMALLER BY NOW!!!!
i gotta get back into fuckign energy drinks too dude oh my god i have 0 energy even when i eat 800+ cals. i feel like im low restricting but im getting none of the benefits bc im high restricting. fuck high restriction i hate it rn
tomorrow i am waking up EARLY and GETTING OFF MY ASS and CHUGGING A MONSTER and FINISHIG MY CALC CLASS and BINGE LISTENING TO WEIGHT LOSS SUBLIMINALS WHILE I DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! F U C K ! ! !
FUCK IT DUDE ILL START THE FIX IT FAST DIET WHY NOT!!!!!! MY FAT ASS NEEDS IT.
I AM FUCKING FASTING ALL DAY TMRW. NO EATING AT HOME. GOING OUT TO THE MALL AND FAKE GETTING FOOD TO PARENTS. BUYING MORE MONSTER IF IM FEELING “””HUNGRY”””. I DO NOT CARE IF I HAVE WAY TOO MUCH CAFFEINE AS LONG AS IM NOT FUCKING EATING
I AM GOING TO DO MY CALC FOR FOUR HOURS. I WILL NOT EAT. I WILL TAKE MY BOOK WITH ME TO THE MALL AT 12PM. I WILL NOT EAT. I WILL NOT COME BACK UNTIL 8PM. I WILL NOT. FUCKING. EAT.
I WILL NOT EAT DURING MY HOMEWORK. I WILL LIE ABOUT EATING OTHER FOOD. I WILL TURN DOWN ANY FOOD OFFERED TO ME.
I WILL NOT EAT TOMORROW. I WILL NOT EAT TOMORROW. I WILL NOT EAT TOMORROW. I DONT DESERVE FOOD. I DONT DESERVE FOOD. I DONT DESERVE FOOD. NO ONE AS FAT AS ME SHOULD FUCKING EAT.
I WILL NOT GIVE UP ON THIS JUST TO FEEL SOMETHING IN MY MOUTH. IT IS A MONSTER & GUM ONLY DAY TMRW. FUCK ME.
times like these where i wish i had a vape, i dont even care about having nic in it but i would KILL to have that oral stimulation rn. might have to hit up my friend
dont read this thread please, i have been spiraling these past 72hrs and it is very not good
