whew, when that coffee hits. . . . . not in the way its suppose to

figures, a coffee that tastes amazing and actually caffeinated me properly, and I damn near spend all that time caffeinated on the toilet. . . probably the same amount time spent there is the time otherwise spent dozing off, so I donno how worth trying to stay caffeinated +

when I don& #39;t seem to actually get any more time to actually do things whether its dozing off or bathroom breaks.

just can& #39;t win with this staying awake crap, man. I was struggling even before time change, in fact, pretty sure I struggled with time change back in 94& #39; +

and I never did recover from that all these years later, in fact at this point, by how terrible I am at keeping track of time, I& #39;m pretty sure time changes every single damn year keep fking up my perception of time more and more, it never gets better, just worst.

yeah, lets just hypothetically think that I have an entirely foreign internal clock that refused to confine to the constant clock changing. and had it since I was born. that is the only way to explain my time management and my lack of any willpower and need to stay awake in a day

It& #39;s 100% NOT lack of self-discipline, nope, not at all.. . . . how did this thread go from oversharing my current predicament on the toilet to shading myself for not being able to function on a timely schedule like an adult