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TW // Depressive thoughts, suicidal thoughts (during the entire thread prob)
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Hey, so uhm I figured I should probably just tweet an update on my mental health, since I did notice I have been acting a bit differently these past few days. It won& #39;t be long, a short thread.
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Hey, so uhm I figured I should probably just tweet an update on my mental health, since I did notice I have been acting a bit differently these past few days. It won& #39;t be long, a short thread.
So yeah, these past few weeks my already bad depression has been getting significantly worse, i& #39;ve noticed. Even if I try to distract my thoughts (which usually helps), they never go away. They& #39;re constantly there.
Also, my motivation has been depleting ever so rapidly. It& #39;s even gotten to the point where it can take me 2 hours to even find the motivation to get out of bed after I wake up, since I just have nothing to look forward to anymore.
My parents usually help me be a little more cheerful, but ever since the incident on thursday, they& #39;ve been either depressed or angry. That just makes my thoughts worse, too. Also, my coping mechanism, which helps me get at least a little dopamine, I can& #39;t do rn.
Well, at least not until after monday, that is. Monday is the day that decides everything. After monday, things will either be better or worse. Most likely better, but i& #39;m unsure. You& #39;ll have to be patient with me. But this won& #39;t last forever, I promise.
This thread got really long...sorry..but yeah, if I seem more depressed, or if I don& #39;t tweet as often as usual, that& #39;s why I guess. I promise i& #39;ll be better soon, most likely after monday, but for now i& #39;ll just have to deal with it. Sorry about this.
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