tw // abuse?
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I have this really weird fantasy of having a friend that like once every week would beat me black and blue. Bad bruises everywhere below the face to the point where I& #39;d be lying on the floor wheezing with a bloody nose. Then they& #39;d pick me up and - (1/2)

Tend to my wounds, have an ice bath ready for bruises and we& #39;d watch a movie and just relax.
In conclusion wtf is wrong with my brain (2/2)

tw// abuse

(adding more to this thread) They& #39;d be really kind about it too. Tell me they& #39;re sorry as they clean up my cuts and put ice on my bruises. They& #39;d treat me as an apology, buy me something until I forgive them only for it to happen again the next week.