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so i have been thinking about this for a long time and i feel it& #39;s absurd that i dont have friends yet i dont feel lonely (dont comment saying you are my friends and all cuz rn im talking about irl friends and people with who i have deep emotional connection and with+
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so i have been thinking about this for a long time and i feel it& #39;s absurd that i dont have friends yet i dont feel lonely (dont comment saying you are my friends and all cuz rn im talking about irl friends and people with who i have deep emotional connection and with+
+whom i can put my guard down and just be me without the fear of being judged.)
its not like people around me dont like me or i dont like them (well i dont like them to a certain extent) but i just prefer not having friends and always being on my own and alone.
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its not like people around me dont like me or i dont like them (well i dont like them to a certain extent) but i just prefer not having friends and always being on my own and alone.
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+ whenever i have told this they usually tell me i shouldnt think like this and wait for the right people to come in my life who will be my real friends and this is just a phase and all humans need others on whom they can rely
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+for some reason this always made me feel like something is wrong with me for not having any sort of emotional connections with people around me. i felt that im weird cuz i like being alone, im unnatural, i need time, i need help.
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+the fact that i am "alone" nevedr really bothered me infact i find comfort in being on my own but the way people see it makes me question who i am and who i should be. people use the fact that i dont have friends as an insult towards me (calling me a loner, unlikable, lonely,+
+etc..... the tone i which these words are used towards me is always derogatory.) and things like these make me question if being alone and not having friends is a bad thing? am i absurd? unnatural? weird? lonely?
idk...
idk...
